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sapphoslastpoem

sapphoslastpoem

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Jun 23, 2022
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I'm an older member returning. I thought my life had gotten better for a while but—life came back to fuck me over I guess. I ended up having a baby and my situation with my job has gotten very bad and my relationship with my husband is even worse. I don't want my daughter to have to see me like this, she deserves a parent who's stable and whose life isn't falling apart at the seams.

About three or four years ago, I bought SN from one of the older suppliers that no longer sells it. I'm an idiot and I opened the container a long time ago in a moment where I thought I'd use it but I wimped out. It's been sitting and degrading in my closet since and is likely unusable. I need help finding new stuff. I've tried following hints but I can't find anything online on either Google or DuckDuckGo. Can someone please help me? I can't live like this anymore.
 
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thelostautistic

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Jul 31, 2025
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This is why sites don't last long, btw. No care who you're giving it to.
I'm suprised the D one hasn't been shut down. Everyone is just giving it out like it's nothing
 
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I'm suprised the D one hasn't been shut down. Everyone is just giving it out like it's nothing
Oh, it will 100% be gone at some point, and the more people who share it with anyone, not knowing who they are giving it to, the sooner that day will come. There 100% are feds on this site. Sadly, there are also minors on this site who go undetected, and these people are potentially giving sources away to minors.
 
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