Help me succeed

[Kowahi2310]

Alright, I have decided that I would be catching the bus on Christmas. I would enjoy myself one last time, so I would get myself a nice hotel and head out for some drinks. Perhaps when I see how alone I am, it might make me a little more sad and give me the added impetus to catch the bus.

I plan to use a variety of means to catch the bus, although I'm not sure how well it would work out. The problem with being suicidal is a loss of motivation towards anything, much less learning something new. The various means I intend to employ would be:
1. Hanging. I'm not sure how to tie the knot etc, I would have to learn from the megathread. Hopefully, the alcohol will make me drowsy/sleepy and less incline to fight SI. I would also be hoping to procure some sleeping pills from a friend.
2. Exsanguination. I've always love vampire shows/games, so I think it's quite a cool idea to implement. I'm thinking of trying to drive a knife into my chest. As it would be a hotel, I would likely not be discovered for some time and that should give me sufficient time to bleed out and die.
3. I live in a very regulated country where bubble gum isn't even allowed, so chemicals like SN or N are impossible.

If you have ideas about what else I could possibly attempt in the hotel room, please do suggest.

Thanks.

 

[Hadenuf]

You have to find your own way as I have learned in here people will not tell how to do it

 

[Rising Phoenix]

Alright, I have decided that I would be catching the bus on Christmas. I would enjoy myself one last time, so I would get myself a nice hotel and head out for some drinks. Perhaps when I see how alone I am, it might make me a little more sad and give me the added impetus to catch the bus.

I plan to use a variety of means to catch the bus, although I'm not sure how well it would work out. The problem with being suicidal is a loss of motivation towards anything, much less learning something new. The various means I intend to employ would be:
1. Hanging. I'm not sure how to tie the knot etc, I would have to learn from the megathread. Hopefully, the alcohol will make me drowsy/sleepy and less incline to fight SI. I would also be hoping to procure some sleeping pills from a friend.
2. Exsanguination. I've always love vampire shows/games, so I think it's quite a cool idea to implement. I'm thinking of trying to drive a knife into my chest. As it would be a hotel, I would likely not be discovered for some time and that should give me sufficient time to bleed out and die.
3. I live in a very regulated country where bubble gum isn't even allowed, so chemicals like SN or N are impossible.

If you have ideas about what else I could possibly attempt in the hotel room, please do suggest.

Thanks.

Inert gases like nitrogen helium, argon with an exit bag. All legal too

 

[Kowahi2310]

Inert gases like nitrogen helium, argon with an exit bag. All legal too

I know I sound like a baby, but they sound difficult. Argh, my mind can't seem to process anything, much less new information.

 

[MeltingHeart]

Alright, I have decided that I would be catching the bus on Christmas. I would enjoy myself one last time, so I would get myself a nice hotel and head out for some drinks. Perhaps when I see how alone I am, it might make me a little more sad and give me the added impetus to catch the bus.

I plan to use a variety of means to catch the bus, although I'm not sure how well it would work out. The problem with being suicidal is a loss of motivation towards anything, much less learning something new. The various means I intend to employ would be:
1. Hanging. I'm not sure how to tie the knot etc, I would have to learn from the megathread. Hopefully, the alcohol will make me drowsy/sleepy and less incline to fight SI. I would also be hoping to procure some sleeping pills from a friend.
2. Exsanguination. I've always love vampire shows/games, so I think it's quite a cool idea to implement. I'm thinking of trying to drive a knife into my chest. As it would be a hotel, I would likely not be discovered for some time and that should give me sufficient time to bleed out and die.
3. I live in a very regulated country where bubble gum isn't even allowed, so chemicals like SN or N are impossible.

If you have ideas about what else I could possibly attempt in the hotel room, please do suggest.

Thanks.

i think combining methods is unnessary and adds to the complication and in turn risk of a failure- as someone else has pointed out - it is unlikely anyone will choose a method for you as such, however I would say just one method will do - but if you meant a variety of means as in booze etc, to lessin inhibition, si, i would have thouhgt that fairly common- but just not too much, as again that will only make things more tricky to carry out - the knot required for hanging, esp.partial (the most common type of hngng that occurs) is a very simple slip-knot- its not complicated at all- but I am sure you can discover that from the MgTrd. If you love vampire films and shows - i would stick to just watching a few in yr spare time- i dont think getting inspiration from them is v.realistic sadly- the force required to drive a stake through the heart- is alot I would have thought- it might work on Vampires when carried out correctly-but then so does holy water and opening the curtains- plus they are dead already ;)- so id avoid the self stabbing option if I were you- as there is a lot of potential is will cause you far more problems than it will solve.

 

[Kowahi2310]

Tried to order SN, not sure if it will get past the customs. :)

 

[Hadenuf]

Don't care no any way I can go will suit me
Any suggestions

 

[bornsinner]

I know I sound like a baby, but they sound difficult. Argh, my mind can't seem to process anything, much less new information.

it's not difficult it's quite easy if u put the time into it

 

[Hadenuf]

Tried night night today but didn't work for me

 

[CrushedHopes]

Tried to order SN, not sure if it will get past the customs. :)

Why wouldn't it? It's just salt.

 

[Sweet emotion]

I know I sound like a baby, but they sound difficult. Argh, my mind can't seem to process anything, much less new information.

Stab yourself in the chest? How are you going to get through all your bone? Doesn't sound like a good idea.

 

[Kowahi2310]

Stab yourself in the chest? How are you going to get through all your bone? Doesn't sound like a good idea.

I don't know, I think ribs ain't that sturdy. I mean people have suffer from broken ribs from people performing CPR on them...

Why wouldn't it? It's just salt.

In my country, chewing gum is banned. :X

 

[CrushedHopes]

In my country, chewing gum is banned. :X

Sodium nitrite is not chewing gum. Have you checked whether or not Singapore has restrictions on sodium nitrite?