Sorry you are going through this, hope you are okay
It's about as foolproof a method as they come, if you put your head in the right place so that the wheels run over your neck. Thats not survivable. But I suggest you don't rush to do it. If you do find yourself out on the streets, stop and consider carefully what your options are. Ctb is one option, but I doubt that it's the only one. It's something you should only do if you have had time to think it all through, and you are sure that there is no better way.
I've always wanted to die anyway, i already didn't have the will to live before i was kicked out, i'm sure this is what i want, and not a temporary choice, i'm fine with death, and getting kicked out was just the last straw.
OK, I understand. Remember that there are always people here for you, whatever decision you take. Good luck.
What I read is train wheel weight 20 tones, which is crazy against human neck
Update us if you can, hun. I hope you find peace in whatever you choose.
Yeah this is what i was thinking about, i might hit my head instead of getting decapitated, i'll have to check out the trains myself in person but i'm scared people will try and stop me in the process of doing so, i guess i will see.
Do you have any idea how i could avoid them?
Well, if you just stand a few meters next to the track, no one will try to stop you. You can also take your phone and pretend to take pictures of the train with it. As long as you aren't standing right next to the tracks, then I don't think someone will try to pull you away or something.
Because the cowcatcher is only at the train itself and not at the wagons, you can try to jump under the wagons after the train itself has passed. That's the first and only idea that comes to my mind.
Sorry, I don't really understand your question. It is impossible to squeeze your head under a cowcatcher that is only 100 mm higher than the tracks. That's why I would wait until the train has passed and then quickly put your neck on the tracks so that the wagons after the train run over you. I hope that I explained it good enough.
You should google which trains are common in your country and then somehow try to find the height of the cowcatcher that is mounted on that exact train. You can also stand next to the tracks and try to estimate if your head fits throw the gap, but this is risky if you estimate is wrong, so I wouldn't do that. Furthermore, you should also measure your head, so you know the perfect height.
So to be honest, don't do something bad to yourself, it's not a good idea. So firstly go to a shelter for homeless people and see how it is , plus go to a public therapist in order to help you. So if you are a highschooler i recommend you to finish your education , this will help you to find a job . Give yourself time , like don't give up early you got this . Try staying at the shelter till you are financially ready. If you do this for some years and you are still getting worse , like there is no point to try anything else then it's your choice to ctb , but i would never recommend that at least for now. I believe in you , i really do ,life is depressive don't let it cosume you, don't give up . ( Ofc at the end of the day it's your life do as you please , that was just my view on what you should do as you already asked.)
and just when i think i've found a foolproof method, i see this lmao. i can't even imagine being so unlucky
Well, in fairness, this lady jumped in front of the train, rather than lying on the track, however if survival instinct kicks in at the final seconds any movement could well result in loss of limb(s) or brain damage, rather than the desired result.
