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Unlovable98

Unlovable98

I wish I was lovable
Sep 7, 2022
28
Hello there.

Looks like the admins approved my account, Greetings sausou! While I'm saddened that the cruelty of life has driven me to a place like this its nice to know that there are like minded individuals in the same, or at least a similar boat as myself.

I've spoken with people I thought were my friends online about my desire to die and was met with not only zero empathy but hostility and anger (shortly before being stabbed in the back). hopefully things will be different here.

Just a quick question: Is there a discord server for SauSou? I assume not given the nature of this place but I am curious.
 
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[HNO]

Experienced
Aug 21, 2022
283
there's telegram server only
why discord server even needed for place like this? zoomers consist at best only quarter of the site auditory
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,736
Welcome to the site! Sorry you're here 🤗

Sorry you were met with hostility talking about ctb 🤗
 
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Unlovable98

Unlovable98

I wish I was lovable
Sep 7, 2022
28
there's telegram server only
why discord server even needed for place like this? zoomers consist at best only quarter of the site auditory
I spend a lot of time on discord so I figured I'd ask
 
thebunny

thebunny

be what they fear.
Aug 19, 2022
227
welcome to sasu! i hope you find comfort and temporary peace being on here. i'm sorry that your friends reacted in such a way, i went through the same thing when i told one of my online friends about my plan (they even gaslit me, which is awful). i can guarantee you that people here are quite helpful and understanding.

unfortunately, there's no discord server for sasu. though, let me know if you need a new friend! i can give you my discord tag once you can receive PMs. i wish you all the best and sending you lots of hugs 🫂
 
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Unlovable98

Unlovable98

I wish I was lovable
Sep 7, 2022
28
welcome to sasu! i hope you find comfort and temporary peace being on here. i'm sorry that your friends reacted in such a way, i went through the same thing when i told one of my online friends about my plan (they even gaslit me, which is awful). i can guarantee you that people here are quite helpful and understanding.

unfortunately, there's no discord server for sasu. though, let me know if you need a new friend! i can give you my discord tag once you can receive PMs. i wish you all the best and sending you lots of hugs 🫂
I might take you up on that offer, how many posts do I need to activate PMs?
 
hamvil

hamvil

Wizard
Aug 29, 2022
650
Hello there.

Looks like the admins approved my account, Greetings sausou! While I'm saddened that the cruelty of life has driven me to a place like this its nice to know that there are like minded individuals in the same, or at least a similar boat as myself.

I've spoken with people I thought were my friends online about my desire to die and was met with not only zero empathy but hostility and anger (shortly before being stabbed in the back). hopefully things will be different here.

Just a quick question: Is there a discord server for SauSou? I assume not given the nature of this place but I am curious.
Welcome @Unlovable98. I never tried to express my suicidal desires on other platforms, well I do not use any other social media anymore because they are not really compatible with my personality, but I can imagine the type of reaction you get there.

Usually you get some fake positivism, people repeating the usual sentences about pulling yourself up, life is precious, do not give up, etc. after a bit they are the ones getting bored and just ignore you and/or say that you do not want to be helped.

Why are you in this forum btw?
 
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thebunny

thebunny

be what they fear.
Aug 19, 2022
227
I might take you up on that offer, how many posts do I need to activate PMs?
not sure how many amount of posts or interactions you need to do to activate PMs but I do know that you also to be active for at least 24 hours. perhaps i'll come back to this thread tomorrow and see if i could message you by then.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,995
Both life itself and humans can certainly be cruel. It's awful the way that many people treat others. I hope that you find what you are looking for here and I wish you the best.
 
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Unlovable98

Unlovable98

I wish I was lovable
Sep 7, 2022
28
Welcome @Unlovable98. I never tried to express my suicidal desires on other platforms, well I do not use any other social media anymore because they are not really compatible with my personality, but I can imagine the type of reaction you get there.

Usually you get some fake positivism, people repeating the usual sentences about pulling yourself up, life is precious, do not give up, etc. after a bit they are the ones getting bored and just ignore you and/or say that you do not want to be helped.

Why are you in this forum btw?
Yeah, they refuse to accept that some problems can't be fixxed, then they get mad at you for being suicidal at all.

my name is the primary reason among many others.
not sure how many amount of posts or interactions you need to do to activate PMs but I do know that you also to be active for at least 24 hours. perhaps i'll come back to this thread tomorrow and see if i could message you by then.
Alright!
 
hamvil

hamvil

Wizard
Aug 29, 2022
650
my name is the primary reason among many others.
Then we have something in common. I also think I am unlovable but that is not the reason for being suicidal. I just do not consider myself a very interesting person, I have poor social skills and emotional intelligence. That is why I am also without friends.
 
yuno

yuno

person
Sep 10, 2022
42
Welcome, unlovable. Sad to see that we all bond over such dark desires, but I'm also grateful that I'm not alone in this. I'm a little new here too. This is my first account but I've been lurking since 2020. Anyway I like your username and relate to it. This song always hits me right in the feels because of how unlovable I often feel.

 
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resolutory

resolutory

Experienced
Sep 13, 2022
259
Hello! This is the first post I've seen on here as a member! I am honored to have this as my first comment on this forum to see someone else who is new!

I'm sorry you are here. :( I hope you find comfort is this site, as I hope to too!
 
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