Story Hello people! I ended up not dying and I want to vent lol

[PrettyKitty]

I don't really feel like dying anymore I've never felt this way before but I feel pure happiness because of the love and kindness I'm giving myself and recveing from others. I truly wanna recover and hopefully improve and if I do get down/suicidal again all talk to a professional or a friend to cheer me up. I do want to say I've losing weight I've lost around 10-20 pounds from starving for a week ( should be a normal bmi now for my height ) I just ate my first meal in a week and it felt amazing 1000 cal today that's it. My long term weight loss is going to be like this:

500-1000 cal
1-3 hours of excerise depending on how I feel
lots fo water and veggies and protein in my diet since its low cal!
if your wondering why im picking something low cal is because it helps me lose weight faster and i do feel fine on it.


Thank you for all your support honestly I feel really ready to try to be more positive and get into my new life/future!!
I love you all and would like to stay friends with you guys but I might need a little break from the website not sure yet!.

 

[FuneralCry]

I think this post belongs in the recovery section of the forum rather than the suicide discussion. I don't really think that these type of positive posts are what the suicide discussion is meant for.

 

[SVEN]

We are joyful with and for you PK, every good wish for continued feelgood. I'm sure that the Support area will help and encourage you.

 

[Brave_it_Shiru]

I think this post belongs in the recovery section of the forum rather than the suicide discussion. I don't really think that these type of positive posts are what the suicide discussion is meant for.

Ahhhhh yes on the section but no on the choice....it is absolutely the authenticity we (me & this other guy) want. How else would I have seen how uncomfortable you'd get

I don't really feel like dying anymore I've never felt this way before but I feel pure happiness because of the love and kindness I'm giving myself and recveing from others. I truly wanna recover and hopefully improve and if I do get down/suicidal again all talk to a professional or a friend to cheer me up. I do want to say I've losing weight I've lost around 10-20 pounds from starving for a week ( should be a normal bmi now for my height ) I just ate my first meal in a week and it felt amazing 1000 cal today that's it. My long term weight loss is going to be like this:

500-1000 cal
1-3 hours of excerise depending on how I feel
lots fo water and veggies and protein in my diet since its low cal!
if your wondering why im picking something low cal is because it helps me lose weight faster and i do feel fine on it.


Thank you for all your support honestly I feel really ready to try to be more positive and get into my new life/future!!
I love you all and would like to stay friends with you guys but I might need a little break from the website not sure yet!.

I like that this was not advice. It was you expressing where you are. I have those feelings of love and kindness for myself too. I am happy you get to make a brave choice too.

Wait...Starving for a week?
ok...We love you. ❤ See you when you see me.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

@PrettyKitty that's great news, good luck and all the best for your recovery

 

[Mäximum]

So happy to hear that! Wish you good luck on your recovery : )

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Ahhhhh yes on the section but no on the choice....it is absolutely the authenticity we (me & this other guy) want. How else would I have seen how uncomfortable you'd get

I like that this was not advice. It was you expressing where you are. I have those feelings of love and kindness for myself too. I am happy you get to make a brave choice too.

Wait...Starving for a week?
ok...We love you. ❤ See you when you see me.

To be fair, there is a reason for the recovery section being separated from the suicide section. It's not about making someone uncomfortable. Even a mod saw cause to move it to the recovery section.

@PrettyKitty Congratulations on choosing recovery. Best of luck with you living your best life :)

 

[PrettyKitty]

I think this post belongs in the recovery section of the forum rather than the suicide discussion. I don't really think that these type of positive posts are what the suicide discussion is meant for.

put it here because I'm still not sure about my choice, also talking about suicide so i thought it was fitting my future posts will be in recover.

Ahhhhh yes on the section but no on the choice....it is absolutely the authenticity we (me & this other guy) want. How else would I have seen how uncomfortable you'd get

I like that this was not advice. It was you expressing where you are. I have those feelings of love and kindness for myself too. I am happy you get to make a brave choice too.

Wait...Starving for a week?
ok...We love you. ❤ See you when you see me.

thank u <3

 

[RedDoor]

I very glad that you've waited and made up your mind, who knows maybe your destined to find true happiness and comfort.

 

[onceinthefuturewas]

I hope you the best recovery!

 

[LeapOfFaith]

I don't really feel like dying anymore I've never felt this way before but I feel pure happiness because of the love and kindness I'm giving myself and recveing from others. I truly wanna recover and hopefully improve and if I do get down/suicidal again all talk to a professional or a friend to cheer me up. I do want to say I've losing weight I've lost around 10-20 pounds from starving for a week ( should be a normal bmi now for my height ) I just ate my first meal in a week and it felt amazing 1000 cal today that's it. My long term weight loss is going to be like this:

500-1000 cal
1-3 hours of excerise depending on how I feel
lots fo water and veggies and protein in my diet since its low cal!
if your wondering why im picking something low cal is because it helps me lose weight faster and i do feel fine on it.


Thank you for all your support honestly I feel really ready to try to be more positive and get into my new life/future!!
I love you all and would like to stay friends with you guys but I might need a little break from the website not sure yet!.

This made my day PrettyKitty! I hope you will be able to recover in a good way
Best wishes

 

[Valky]

Yoo what happened?
You were so certain to starve yourself to death besides everyone telling you how much likely you are going to fail.
Glad to hear this :)

 

[holohound]

honestly so so happy for you, truly. I hope your recovery goes smoothly, you deserve all the best <3

 

[OnceThougtTwiceDone]

Hello, I think I might know who you are IRL, if your name starts with Syi, please PM me

 

[charlotte_]

I'm really glad to hear that things are working out for you! I'm very proud of you, and you should be too. I wish the best for you to achieve your goal, and also a wonderful future ahead :)

 

[Janine]

It's great you've decided to turn your life around, but be careful with weight loss. Especially starving yourself doesn't achieve what it should in most cases. When you refuse your body any food, it will start to move into an "energy-saving" state, functioning on reserves you've got stored inside of you. Should you then begin to eat well again, you will experience the yo-yo-effect, which you can and should look up; it results in you gaining weight at a very high rate again. Make sure to get every nutrient your body needs and avoid things such as fast food if you want to lose weight. All the best and good luck.

 

[PrettyKitty]

It's great you've decided to turn your life around, but be careful with weight loss. Especially starving yourself doesn't achieve what it should in most cases. When you refuse your body any food, it will start to move into an "energy-saving" state, functioning on reserves you've got stored inside of you. Should you then begin to eat well again, you will experience the yo-yo-effect, which you can and should look up; it results in you gaining weight at a very high rate again. Make sure to get every nutrient your body needs and avoid things such as fast food if you want to lose weight. All the best and good luck.

thank you

 

[Coldpizza22]

Be careful with starving it is effective, you can't keep it up forever. Work on creating a sustainable food-exercise ratio in your life. If you don't you'll probably gain your weight back. Here's a good video from a scientific perspective

 

[KuroiSH]

I don't really feel like dying anymore I've never felt this way before but I feel pure happiness because of the love and kindness I'm giving myself and recveing from others. I truly wanna recover and hopefully improve and if I do get down/suicidal again all talk to a professional or a friend to cheer me up. I do want to say I've losing weight I've lost around 10-20 pounds from starving for a week ( should be a normal bmi now for my height ) I just ate my first meal in a week and it felt amazing 1000 cal today that's it. My long term weight loss is going to be like this:

500-1000 cal
1-3 hours of excerise depending on how I feel
lots fo water and veggies and protein in my diet since its low cal!
if your wondering why im picking something low cal is because it helps me lose weight faster and i do feel fine on it.


Thank you for all your support honestly I feel really ready to try to be more positive and get into my new life/future!!
I love you all and would like to stay friends with you guys but I might need a little break from the website not sure yet!.

Woah, you feel better and even have started loving yourself a little? I'm so happy for you, that's really good! I wish I knew what that was like; hope you keep feeling better and better everyday :)

 

[endless_pain]

I wish you the best @PrettyKitty , this is one of the reasons I somewhat keep going in life, one day more, because I still believe there is a way to recover from all this pain and sufference we have absorbed through the years.

I am so happy to read your post

 

[Roseate]

I don't wanna be negative at all but 1,000 is really not good for the body long term. Once you go back to eating normally, you will gain the weight again. Also you're not losing fat and you'll be losing your muscles. And even when losing weight, your body will still stay kind of like skinny fat which defeats the purpose of losing weight. And I'm only saying that because I've been there and yes I lost the weight but I ended up gaining it all back plus some more.