
t0rmented
Member
- Feb 18, 2022
- 38
hi everyone! I used to be a member here about 2 yrs ago. I thought I was doing better for a while, but now I think I'm at a crossroads. wanted to come back to this really nice community and read about some methods.
my life has been so shitty from the start and I'm convinced my chances for anything to get better are long gone. I'm so tired of working a shitty job and being alone. And for a cherry on top, I was diagnosed with a fatal illness, which I guess I was surprised since I'm only 23 but oh well. At this point, I'm deciding between leaving this world peacefully or in agony. I feel really certain about CTB now.
nice to meet you all btw!
my life has been so shitty from the start and I'm convinced my chances for anything to get better are long gone. I'm so tired of working a shitty job and being alone. And for a cherry on top, I was diagnosed with a fatal illness, which I guess I was surprised since I'm only 23 but oh well. At this point, I'm deciding between leaving this world peacefully or in agony. I feel really certain about CTB now.
nice to meet you all btw!