Oyoy

Oyoy

Spatula
Feb 2, 2020
741
Chocolate croissants, grandmother's, classic cars, the beach, sex, cartwheels,rainbows, moutaintops, museums, strangers, trampolines, stimulating debate, puppies, old cats and dogs ,watching black and white films, and knowing there is retribution to everyone who pissed me off.
 
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departing

departing

Enlightened
Jul 5, 2019
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and knowing there is retribution to everyone who pissed me off.

Unless they make it to heaven, too.

Nice list.
 
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MoreThanAFeeling

Specialist
Feb 23, 2020
392
..nothingness
 
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mesohappy

mesohappy

Cat piss sammich??
Jan 10, 2020
674
I don't know..Is it wrong to say that I don't know? I hope that I go to a "heaven". If not 'nothingness" sounds good.

I would like to be with deceased family,pets in a beautiful green valley.Where everything is taken care of and no pain/confusion.But forever?Im scared of that.Boredom would set in eventually.I would get tired of the monotony after the first 100 or so years,and start doing some crazy shit and fuck it all up,Im afraid.
 
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RottenDeer

RottenDeer

Rotten to the core.
Feb 29, 2020
157
Heaven is unconditional love, even for the sins you committed.
 
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Inferdan

Inferdan

Meeting the first minor relapse after recovery
Nov 3, 2019
450
Heaven is unconditional love, even for the sins you committed.
Your profile picture shows an offer for wishes and dreams. Will I still be able to afford it?
 
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flower

flower

on the moon
Feb 23, 2020
320
peace, no bad feelings, nature, lots of dogs
 
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Broken Chimera

Broken Chimera

The abyss also gazes into you
May 27, 2019
972
A second hell. Didn't get anything worthwhile here, why should I expect anything better after?
 
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Anon2662

Anon2662

Just a girl trapped in a psychological prison
Feb 13, 2020
366
A fantasy.. mine being; seeing my deceased pets especially my childhood dog Prince and my two kittens in years to come will join us when they are old and their time comes, deceased family members but who aren't angry or disappointed in decisions I've made including to ctb, eating whatever i like and not putting on a single pound.. unlimited pizza sounds great! Oh and music. I also love the idea of being a 'ghost'. I'm a musical theatre fan so would just travel between theatres watching musicals for free :pfff:
 
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BlackPoppet

BlackPoppet

Wise woman and Celtic sky person
Mar 7, 2020
991
My idea would be lying on my delicious, soft pillow. I've always been attached to pillows ever since I smashed my teeth out when I was 5 years old ( very traumatic) I had to be rushed to hospital and after I came back I couldn't eat properly because my mouth was in a bad way still and had to heal. I couldn't close my mouth properly when trying to sleep, so I would dribble all over my pillow! I then decided that I loved the wet, gooey dribble patches and would lie with my cheek on the dribbley patch. I was only 5 lol! I got super attached to this pillow and this became a self soothing ritual. After my mouth healed I would still drool all over the pillow and lie in it. I've only had 3 or four pillows my whole life and I'm in my early forties.
The pillow I have now I've had for 13 years. I've given it a personality, a gender, a backstory and a name. His name is Webley, a mixture of wet and dribbley lol! My idea of "Heaven" is lying on, cuddling and snuggling my pillow. With my cat Wicket by my side! All safe in bed. I also still dribble all over my pillow.
 
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Impossibledream

Member
Jun 23, 2019
13
Not been depressed
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
A place on earth
 
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lostangel

Enlightened
Mar 22, 2019
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Cats, dogs, everyone gets along, food, beer and fantasy that doesn't really exist but nobody knows for sure.
 
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the box is empty

the box is empty

Sometimes the fall kills you. Sometimes you fly.
Mar 8, 2020
356
Heaven smells like books. It smells like a new book with crisp pages and fresh ink. Or it smells like old books that haven't been open in decades.
 
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Jul 31, 2018
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Isn't that a song from the 80's or smth? I can hear it in my head...


My heaven would be a cozy pub and an endless supply of nice beer. A pretty barmaid to flirt with and long summer nights.
Or maybe just my home and the lovely garden I'd put so much work into.
And a fast car and a long winding road that feels like it will never end.
Ironically, I used to have all this once.
 
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