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Seered Doom

Seered Doom

A nihilist going through an unrelinquished Hell
Sep 9, 2023
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(I do NOT want advice on this thread! I only look for it others relate and to hear about others struggles.)

I have had heart problems since I was a baby and they've quickly caught up with me. I almost had a heart attack at work from overexertion and I was close to blacking out, No one cared though. I feel like such a burden. Anyone else feel like this or is it just me?
 
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leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

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Nov 25, 2023
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I don't have heart problems but I struggled with endometriosis. The pain would be so intense I couldn't walk at times. I would miss a lot of work and struggled to perform on bad days. And of course noone cares. I got fired once because of it. Doesn't help that period is still a taboo topic.
 
Seered Doom

Seered Doom

A nihilist going through an unrelinquished Hell
Sep 9, 2023
992
Honestly, these things really shouldn't be as taboo as they are, but alas, in this censor happy society, they are.
 
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day

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Jun 24, 2023
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Was born with a bad heart passed down through genetics and made worse by my coping mechanisms. Most days I'm useless and can't walk or perform the way a 24yr old should be able too. It's definitely one of my main reasons why I'll CTB. Very uncomfortable and no one understands it if you're young.
 
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Seered Doom

Seered Doom

A nihilist going through an unrelinquished Hell
Sep 9, 2023
992
Exactly! Am 23 and relate so hard to this. I'm lucky to walk, but yeah, reduced performance is such a bitch when you're unable to advocate for yourself bc no one takes it seriously
 
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