Hear me out!!

[shinji_ikari]

I live near a train track. Like a across the street. A 30 second walk. I have a blade. And I have a whole pill cabinet. What if I take the pills. Slit my wrists and then lie on the tracks at night? Like how could it fail?? I just really want this to be over. I won't do it this month because I want to spend with whole month with my bf before I ctb. My family is also involved with gangs so I was kinda thinking I could purposely get shot? They don't allow me near guns because they know I wanna kms. But I guess with worth a try?


I did try to ctb on the train but I got pulled off by a crack head lol.

Edit: idk if my family will notice and get mad at me and send me to a ward again. I have 3 attempts.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

How old are you if you don't mind saying?

 

[Centende]

Getting shot on purpose by a gang sounds hilarious go with that idea

 

[shinji_ikari]

How old are you if you don't mind saying?

Young

Getting shot on purpose by a gang sounds hilarious go with that idea

Ikr

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Young

Younger than majority age?

 

[shinji_ikari]

Idk what that means but erm maybe

 

[RedHates]

Purposely getting shot is kind of funny ngl. What would be even funnier is like tying yourself to the track like they did in the movies.