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struggles_inc

struggles_inc

life is a highway and i wanna wreck my car
Jun 24, 2023
470
Since January my health has been falling apart. Immune system to be precise. I got sick on many different occasions, some old skin viruses returned from remission. I wondered why.

It turned out I have a couple freaking STDs I was born with. Both incurable. Wow, just wow.
I don't really want to talk about which those are and I don't hate my parents for not telling me, that's just funny.

Recently my heart has been really weird. It randomly starts pounding like I've ran a marathon and it hurts. Especially at night for some reason.

That explains a lot. There had to be a reason why I felt like my life was going downhill. Guess it's not going to get any better from now on.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,494
Think the heart pounding is from anxiety? Are you on meds? Some can do that. If you are on meds, you need to inform your care provider.
 

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