Venting Heading to the bridge part...5? 6?

[DyingToDie123]

I'm a wimp so I probably wont but emotions are high enough tonight that chances are better. I have a rope to try partial coming in the mail tomorrow if I ditch again but I dont have any faith in myself to figure that out.

I wish I could just get over SI. It sucks ass.

 

[Some place nice]

I'm sorry that your struggling. Try to close your eyes and pretend that what you are about to do is a normal thing you do all the time. I hope you can find peace in the end.

 

[DyingToDie123]

My mom called and I was a dumbass and answered. Tried to explain the sound of the train as the air conditioning at CVS through my headphones. Got ordered home. Ugh. Partial tomorrow it is.

 

[chuerdhmproton]

Don't beat yourself up for not doing it, SI is a bitch as we all know.

One small tip, perhaps you should attempt only when you know no one will question your whereabouts?

 

[DyingToDie123]

One small tip, perhaps you should attempt only when you know no one will question your whereabouts?

I didn't expect that to happen, it never has in the past, she was just calling to say something about visiting my Grandma but I was afraid she was going to ask about my location and for some reason I thought picking up would be less suspicious even though it's past my bedtime and I was on a damn train

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans, it's dreadful how it's so unnecessarily difficult to die, I don't believe that one is cowardly if they struggle in ctb as it really isn't straightforward to leave this existence.