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lion4000b

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I having trouble choosing a location to ctb. I dont want to do so at home because I dont want to be found by certain people. Ideally I would have a nice, serene patch of nature overlooking a river to do so. Im either going to use the debreather or N (if I can get some) so I am mobile enough to get somewhere ideal. What are my options? Im guessing:
Hotel
Airbnb
My car (not really an option)
Rent a tourist van and drive somewhere nice.
Some random persons property/farm
A national park/Government land

Edit: I dont want to affect a business or upset anyone who may stumble across me.
 
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i would prefer untouched nature, im sorry for all those hotels tbh, sure its part of their risk but i wouldn't feel comfortable..
Dying in nature is my plan, i mean there are many other animals dying and we are also just animals.. one day your body will be part of a tree or a plant x3
Rent a tourist van and drive somewhere nice.
hmm sounds not that nice for the ones who would rent you that van..
 
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I having trouble choosing a location to ctb. I dont want to do so at home because I dont want to be found by certain people. Ideally I would have a nice, serene patch of nature overlooking a river to do so. Im either going to use the debreather or N (if I can get some) so I am mobile enough to get somewhere ideal. What are my options? Im guessing:
Hotel
Airbnb
My car (not really an option)
Rent a tourist van and drive somewhere nice.
Some random persons property/farm
A national park/Government land
Tent in the forest.
 
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Why would you choose "some random persons property or farm"
 
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It really depends on your own preference.
A hotel, airbnb and your car will probably lead to you being discovered relatively quickly after death.
Renting someones van or dying on some random persons farm wouldn't be nice on those unsuspecting people at all.
Nature in my own opinion is most ideal, as you wont risk someone intervening in the middle of the attempt but you also risk your body not being found at all.
You can ctb anywhere but where is up to you.
 
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Why would you choose "some random persons property or farm"

I know its a strange option. I went for a long drive through a rural area a few months ago and found the perfect spot. A massive property with lots of trees and a huge hill that looked over the whole valley. I checked and it wasnt some family farm, it was a gigantic plot of unused land. Probably investment property owned by some conglomerate. I bet I could camp there for days and not be seen.
It really depends on your own preference.
A hotel, airbnb and your car will probably lead to you being discovered relatively quickly after death.
Renting someones van or dying on some random persons farm wouldn't be nice on those unsuspecting people at all.
Nature in my own opinion is most ideal, as you wont risk someone intervening in the middle of the attempt but you also risk your body not being found at all.
You can ctb anywhere but where is up to you.

Agreed. Nature it is, but where? A public camping site? A national park? Rent a private camping spot off someone?
 
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I guess it depends on whats accessible to you, you said you're mobile enough to go somewhere ideal so you could always research places near you.
Are you fussed about who finds you? A private camping spot would give you a lot more privacy as opposed to a camping site.
 
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I guess it depends on whats accessible to you, you said you're mobile enough to go somewhere ideal so you could always research places near you.
Are you fussed about who finds you? A private camping spot would give you a lot more privacy as opposed to a camping site.

Agreed. Well It will take me about an hour to drive into nature. Id rather not drive far in case I was randomly pulled over by the cops and my underlying anxiety/emotions put them on alert that I was doing something unusual. Shouldnt be an issue but I just dont want to mess up.

So perhaps put up a tent in a government camping site? I should be able to find one but its public so privacy from other campers is a concern, the ranger might check my tent, and I may started convulsing or making loud noises when Im dying which will alert people. Again, unlikely but I dont want to mess this up. I dont want to be found for days so I can die of thirst if I mess up. I guess they key is to find a truly isolated area. I think I can do that,

I do care who finds me. I will leave a sign out of public view but visible to anyone who is about to stumble across my body.
 
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Finding a public use but somewhat isolated area is probably your best bet then, maybe take some time to do research for public use grounds around your area.
Im not too familiar with the debreather or N so forgive me for being clueless, but are these both known to be quite animated in terms of convulsing and sound?
Im sure you'll be able to find somewhere serene with some research :happy:
 
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