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IJustWantToDie21

Mercy from this world is a rare opportunity
Nov 24, 2024
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What do you guys do when having suicidal thoughts in large crowded places such as football games, parties, etc.
 
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lasttogo

Waiting for.... Something
Aug 20, 2025
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I feel the most safe when I have them in public because if I am in public I will not act on them. Maybe not the most helpful answer but I hate seeing posts with 0 replies
 
dead dav

dead dav

Specialist
Feb 27, 2025
348
I hate crowded places but I suppress suicidal thoughts so I can get through the event
 
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DUDale

Member
Sep 3, 2025
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You should never want to attempt in a crowded place. Success is highly unlikely in a situation like that. Someone is bound to intervene and you're off to psych hospital.
 
ratscuff

ratscuff

Exiled Eldritch™
Sep 10, 2025
7
I tend to hide away in the bathroom or other secluded area for a bit and vent it out. Sometimes healthily, others not so much. If anyone comes near I always have an excuse pre-planned. But, on my part, at least I'm not bringing others down around me or getting myself caught with my predicament. (And no, I'm not advocating for how I handle things, just sharing my experience.)

Admittedly I only go outside a few times a year now (disabled + chronic pain&fatigue + agoraphobia + etc.), so I don't have to worry about it much anymore. But I sincerely hope the best for those going through something similar.
 
58Alice85

58Alice85

Autogynephile
Aug 31, 2025
378
I hate crowded public places, always this wretched noise
 

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