garbagekan
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- May 5, 2023
- 64
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i couldnt even purge what i ate this time. its like i can feel myself gaining weight i can even see my stomach sticking out. i cant stop crying this is the worst the worst feeling ever. i want to die so bad. i cant get rid of it. i hate this i hate that i ever relapsed and i hate living so much and all anyone cares about around me is me getting a job and i cant even get one. i just want to die i cant tale this anymore
i couldnt even purge what i ate this time. its like i can feel myself gaining weight i can even see my stomach sticking out. i cant stop crying this is the worst the worst feeling ever. i want to die so bad. i cant get rid of it. i hate this i hate that i ever relapsed and i hate living so much and all anyone cares about around me is me getting a job and i cant even get one. i just want to die i cant tale this anymore