Have you threatened suicide/told someone to kill themself?

[BruhXDDDDD]

I've done both at different points. I only threatened suicide to get some people to desist from doxxing/harassing me, so I don't feel bad about it. However, there are a couple times I got into a fit of rage and told a lot of people to kill themselves. Once I was calmer, I tried to delete the comments but found they were already auto-reported anyway. Glad nobody ever saw them but not sure how to get over feeling badly about it. The first time I did, it tipped me over the edge and I ate about 2 of these tide pods that were in my room, partly over feeling badly about it. I wish I did it again the second time because it would have let me more easily label the experience as a weird episode rather than me being malicious.

 

[lofticries]

First one: My parents when I was younger.

Second one: I have told someone I hope you die but only once in my life.