have you set a date for your ctb?

[SufferingInDenmark]

i can't believe i have 3 months left on this globe.
pretty crazy to think about.
at least most likely.
i think i will try SN first, and if it fails, then hanging. will probably have ot be partial even tho i know they say full is higher chance.

i've been watching a lot of my old favorite movies... eating my fave foods... all that stuff...

even went out of my way to borderline "make peace" with some folks.

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i'm still considering my 3rd method tho, in case the 2 first God forbid fail.
i hope i can find some either old abandonded very tall building to jump from or maybe
where they are building something new.
sneak in there at night time.

i only wanna jump if there are absolutely no one else around, and those are the places for that.

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i could never do drowning in the ocean, because i don't wanna go missing all over the news.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish but of course I exist in this horrific anti-suicide world where suicide is seen as a crime and I'm denied the option to cease existing painlessly that is guaranteed, all I want is to never suffer ever again, all I want is peace from this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake that I never would had chosen and never would had wished for and I always suffer so much from being trapped in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[eattwinkiesseejesus]

If my liver and kidneys aint give out by my birthday then i plan to

 

[thaelyana]

Nope! I think like many people that my suicide will take place in an unthinking way, in an episode of sadness. Life: roller coaster, sometimes it's okay, sometimes not, I couldn't plan a long-term date

 

[Forveleth]

No. I will go out on the day I wake up and feel ready. No schedule, no appointment.

 

[nowherelilies]

i did set a date, multiple times actually.

• may 11 – my birthday! but my ex called my friends about fears of me commiting. then, my friends called the police to my apartment (i live alone) so i couldn't do it that day cause i got a wellness check and was monitored. it stressed me out pretty bad because i already prepared myself the month before my birthday, i was really ready to go, but my ex just ruins everything for me. the same person who ended up causing me even more trauma but doesn't want me to kms because he couldn't live with the guilt.

• jul 10 – i had a planned vacation with online friends for june 30 so i couldn't do it the whole month of june either because it was my first time meeting them. but then, jul 10 turned into jul 15 until jul 20 because i got addicted to stardew valley and want to atleast reach 'perfection' before i kms.

• aug 10 – my last planned date.

i'm surprised i even came to this point. i think my procrastination is the only thing preventing me from really going through it. i have so much loose ends to tie up – buying a rope, throwing out my stuff, giving away my appliance that all of it just seems so much to do. i want everything to be clean and composed atleast before i go. i only have enough savings to last two months so i really have to do it by august.

 

[TAW122]

I don't have a set date and for me it would be the right circumstances and timing. Given the right catalysts and conditions I would simply just CTB and never worry about the next (as I would dead) once I'm gone.

 

[secretghost]

I had the date set for July 10 but a few days before my date I postponed. Now I don't have a date but I am pretty much set in just trying to hold out as long as I can to hopefully see through some obligations and seeing someone goodbye

 

[Daphne]

I have a timeframe instead of a date. I've never liked planning things out to the detail because usually something falls through.

I have access to a few methods but haven't nailed that down; probably play it by ear.

The connundrum I'm running into is where to carry it out...going back and forth about it! Is there a thread about location best practices? I'd look myself but don't have the search function yet as a new member.

 

[FtMoidlet]

I have a timeframe - sometime in November. Maybe sooner if life really takes a turn. I want to see my seasonal work through and then ctb right after.

 

[Lyn]

My date is an event. If it happens - that's my date. If it doesn't... I'll probably have to stick around for a while.

Though it won't bring any meaning or love to life anyway.

 

[Sergeant45]

My timeframe sits at 2 - 4 months currently. I'll have a specific date in a few though hopefully.

may 11 – my birthday!

We have similar birthdays..... I was born May 17th.

 

[TooManyChances]

I don't have a date because I'm trying to starve myself. Kinda.

 

[starlightstarbright]

I don't have a date set. My attempts so far have always been opportunistic and happened when my parents decide to leave the house at the same time, which tends to be rare and on short notice. Normally, at least one of them is always home.

Because my method is a gun, I have a feeling that when I go for it, it's going to be impulsive. I know CTBing impulsively is discouraged, but realistically, I think that's what it'll be for me. If I get rejected from the job I just applied to (it's the only one where I have a referral, and is likely my only shot at finding a job after a year of being unemployed and being rejected from everything) and then end up getting into a fight with my parents (by far the worst part of losing my job - having to move back in with them), that'll probably be enough to make me CTB.

I sincerely hope you're able to enjoy the remaining time you have left to the fullest.

 

[kopebaldy]

Said to myself "tonight" every night, but alas, bitch ass coward me.

 

[darksouls]

my amputation has bought me time
I am looking for a compatible ctb partner
I am done with my life

 

[Pale_Rider]

Nope. SI makes setting a date for me impossible. My feelings dictate when that happens.

 

[Soontocatch]

Had set multiple dates, but I have to take action soon, as I am at quite a big turning point now. But my final date is between 8th to 10th August. I really want to get it done but I am really scared.

 

[hippiedeath]

August 9th, the day Jerry Garcia died. We will be the same age forever. People tell me I look like him all the time.

 

[33K1LLM3]

I know the week I'll do it in, just not the date. I'm really excited though, the relief of knowing it will be over soon is just….