Have you ever imagined or thought about a specific way you might end your life?

[seeweed]

Mine would be that just before ending my life, i want to see my parents looking at me in horror or pity. Sometimes i envision myself inside a hospital room slowly dying after showing obvious intent of wanting to die this way and there is no cure, and they would just stand there knowing they absolutely cant do anything to save me. I cant hurt them physically, but maybe psychology. . or maybe just laying down with my organs splattered everywhere with a knife in my hand while im slowly losing consciousness. Ever since ive been thinking of ctb, theres always this specific scenery of my parents seeing me just lose it. See the light go away as i die. I would be smiling at them and say that i am their child and their own blood. their names would be seen written in my body for my autopsy and they just straight up just freeze.

 

[ScaredCutter]

guillotine, but who has the time to build one or even the skills

 

[qwert3948]

i think about throwing myself out my window. going face first to the floor and breaking my neck in half