Sslsh
Experienced
- Jan 29, 2020
- 293
Society has been designed in a way that rewards loud extroverts. People with social anxiety have to live like they have some kind of a disability.
No social skills = no good job (and no money), no chance of a relationship, no social life, no respect.
I could have developed skills that don't need social interactions but my apathy (that stems from anxiety induced depression) never let me do so. I only blame (beat up) myself for this.
Here I am, sitting on a steaming pile of garbage that is my life. I just wish I get some sort of terminal disease or get hit by a truck. Because one or these days I'm going to yeet myself in front of the railway line.
Sorry for the long post. I know almost no-one would/should bother reading this but oh well.
No social skills = no good job (and no money), no chance of a relationship, no social life, no respect.
I could have developed skills that don't need social interactions but my apathy (that stems from anxiety induced depression) never let me do so. I only blame (beat up) myself for this.
Here I am, sitting on a steaming pile of garbage that is my life. I just wish I get some sort of terminal disease or get hit by a truck. Because one or these days I'm going to yeet myself in front of the railway line.
Sorry for the long post. I know almost no-one would/should bother reading this but oh well.