Have you ever felt like you love someone just as much as you hate them?

[tabris_075]

I hate my mom, I think she is utterly despicable, I'm here because of her, I want to die because of her and everything leads me to her in the end. I hate her, I want her to die, I want me to die just so that she can see my body, still, I want to be of some use to her, I want her to love me, to care about me, to know I exist. I hate her but I also need her, I'd rather die than live with her like this

 

[mortuarymary]

Probably my dad but if you'd asked me last week I'd have said my poor partner.

 

[tabris_075]

Probably my dad but if you'd asked me last week I'd have said my poor partner.

It is quite a relief to find someone feels the same

 

[mortuarymary]

It is quite a relief to find someone feels the same

When my sister said my dad was ill. I was like so. why tell me. The man is a cunt.

 

[F@#$]

My last girlfriend. Holy shit what a mess that was/is.

 

[tabris_075]

When my sister said my dad was ill. I was like so. why tell me. The man is a cunt.

I always get confused when people go talk to me about my mom's problems, like, she never even cared about me at all

 

[tabris_075]

My last girlfriend. Holy shit what a mess that was/is.

Break ups when you actually get yourself to like and trust the person are always the messier thing, it feels like everything at the same time