Kramer

Kramer

Nervous wreck
Oct 27, 2020
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It's so great. One minute you're alert and then everything disappears.
 
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Womps

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Nov 1, 2020
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Its why i have a massive love for nitrous oxide. ive done countless whippits i used to have a huge problem with them last year, every week for about 6 months id have a case of 600 delivered to my doorstep. blew alot of money, its also my plan to ctb, with an exit bag.
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

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Aug 27, 2018
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It's so great. One minute you're alert and then everything disappears.
Yes several times, I even made a thread about how Death most likely will feel like anesthesia.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/death-most-likely-will-feel-like-anesthesia.23932/
 
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Kruger

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Dec 26, 2019
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At least 4 times. I disagree that death is like being under. My belief is that you remain conscious - your consciousness (spirit) never dies. People who have NDEs all describe hovering above their bodies after death. The book Destiny of Souls is worth reading. Or is it Journey of Souls, can't remember. You can also leave your body during meditation; that gives you a good idea of what it's like. If only it was like being under, it would be simpler. You still need to avoid pitfalls on the other side. The entities who control this side also control the other side. You need to avoid the reincarnation trap unless you want to come back here and do it all again - and again - and again.
 
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Kramer

Kramer

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Oct 27, 2020
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At least 4 times. I disagree that death is like being under. My belief is that you remain conscious - your consciousness (spirit) never dies. People who have NDEs all describe hovering above their bodies after death. The book Destiny of Souls is worth reading. Or is it Journey of Souls, can't remember. You can also leave your body during meditation; that gives you a good idea of what it's like. If only it was like being under, it would be simpler. You still need to avoid pitfalls on the other side. The entities who control this side also control the other side. You need to avoid the reincarnation trap unless you want to come back here and do it all again - and again - and again.
You said, "I believe..." Belief is not fact.
 
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Womps

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DMT has convinced me that there is a higher dimension we may end up in upon death. An astral plane if you will
 
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Kramer

Kramer

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Oct 27, 2020
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DMT has convinced me that there is a higher dimension we may end up in upon death. An astral plane if you will
I wish I could do dmt but I have no friends
I never said it was fact - i'm just saying what i believe.
I believe after death we go into the eternal meat grinder.
 
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Kruger

Arcanist
Dec 26, 2019
482
I wish I could do dmt but I have no friends

I believe after death we go into the eternal meat grinder.
There are no facts to support your belief either - so not sure why you felt the need to attack me over "facts"
 
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Kramer

Kramer

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Oct 27, 2020
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Gas is terrible. The iv is best
It was the best thing that happened to me in the last ten years, the feeling when I was going under anesthesia and felt all my anxiety drain away. I was hoping I wouldn't wake up.
I begged the doctor to kill me but he killed my spirit instead
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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You still need to avoid pitfalls on the other side. The entities who control this side also control the other side
The entities you speak about come and try to direct you to go someplace so they can torture you but how to avoid this? Any ideas about that? They pretend to be friendly at first.
 
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Helheim

Helheim

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Oct 7, 2020
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Michael Jackson had the luxury of dying from the anesthesia propofol, aka milk of amnesia. I wish I could afford my own doctor.
 
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Rn110bg101

I want to go home
Apr 18, 2019
412
I've been under anesthesia twice and both times were kind of slow, but then I was out. I hope death feels like that…
 
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greebo6

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Sep 11, 2020
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Yes ,it was wonderful.
When I was a kid the dentist gave you gas to knock you out. That was great too.
(Nowadays its almost always an injection and rarely the gas. Its a pity really.)
 
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Kruger

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Dec 26, 2019
482
The entities you speak about come and try to direct you to go someplace so they can torture you but how to avoid this? Any ideas about that? They pretend to be friendly at first.
Yes, they show you a hologram of a loved one so that you go into the tunnel of light. Wes Penre has done a ton of research on this and how to get out.
 
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SparkleWater

SparkleWater

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Oct 13, 2020
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it just felt like a time skip for me. one moment i was sleepy the next my wisdom teeth were out.
 
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Desdemona

Desdemona

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Oct 14, 2020
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Yes a couple of times. It's so peaceful, I hope death is the same. Just slip away from everything into a deep slumber
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
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i LOVED the feeling of "pass out"....
 
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Delia

Delia

Cerulean star
May 15, 2018
230
i know right???? Like you close your eyes and you're immediately out? it's been years since i've experienced anesthesia but it was so great. Gosh. Best nap of my life.
 
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suicidal-raven

There are many of us in one mind.
Nov 2, 2020
60
I did, saw my bf in a dark space saying something to me then I woke up. It was... Actually kinda nice to see him. I was surprised I even saw something while I was under.
 
Bauhaus

Bauhaus

Specialist
Jan 18, 2020
388
Had an operation with IV anesthesia, I remember talking to the surgeon and next thing I woke up in a bed, never got sleepy, instantly blacked out.
 
rabbithole

rabbithole

Experienced
Oct 26, 2020
271
Had IM ketamine 8 times which is an anesthetic obviously. Had crazy trips.
 
Disappointered

Disappointered

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2020
1,284
Yes, and it also makes me think it would be a good way to go. I had some sort of gas. "Count backwards from ten." okay...10, 9, 8, SEeeev..."--". Best sleep aid I ever had.
 
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Buffy5120

Death is vital
Mar 19, 2020
614
Yes that, morphine, and propanol
 
OrdinaryDay

OrdinaryDay

Hollow
Dec 6, 2019
153
These experiences sound so inviting.. how do I get myself under anesthesia lol
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
826
When I got my teeth pulled, yes. Had too much anxiety to be kept awake for it, so got put out. Was the most peaceful sleep I had in years.
 
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Varstraben

Student
May 25, 2020
137
I've had a panic attack during anesthesia some years ago, I have a natural resistance to local and general anesthesia, it feel like dying, you can't act, only talk a little and feel everything going dark, unconscious come slowly and I was able to thing before sleeping when I can't feel, hear of see anything. I was very scared the first time I got one, and I still remember all of the steps before the surgery. I also remember all of my wake after the surgery with all details, the tube inside the throat, the pain when your nerves react to the acts and all thoughts it come after it.

I hope death will be more quick without all these steps, maybe it's part of why I'm still alive, I will never do it anymore, the next time I need one, I will simply refuse the surgery.
 
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