The one time someone said it & it truly effected me was when I was at my local bar. It was 3 days before Christmas & I was walking in after work & wanted to have a drink (or 6) & this guy, who I've seen before & talked to, was sitting at one of the only available seats at the actual bar area. This guy was a drunk motherfucker if you ever did know one, he would come in frequently already hammered & the bartender knew him so she still would serve him more when he arrived. Normally he doesn't bother me, I keep to myself & he would just b like an older weird man. This day was different he must have been in a bad mood, when I go to sit next to him just to wait for a bartender to see me, he just looks me up & down & starts grunting & groaning in disgust & talking low under his breath. I did not say a single word to him, he turned to me & asked "aren't you supposed to have killed yourself? Like really why are you even here? Like if you're gonna do it, just kill yourself but don't do it over here go away from me & do it" & starts waving his hands in the other direction. At first it didn't really hit me, I just got my drink & moved far away from him. As 5 mins pass I start to really feel the weight of the words. I truly don't know this man, & his words just echoed my own self reflection.