I was arrested once. 22 years ago. I had just failed uni. This is about a month before I first tried to kill myself. My friends and I went to a nightclub but I didn't get in cos I was already drunk. So I went to another by myself. I got really, really drunk. I was on the dance floor, smoking cigarettes dancing. I think I accidentally burned a couple of people. Bouncers came over, picked me up and dragged me out. Next thing I know I've got police agonisingly twisting my arms behind me back with me on the ground outside, face down. It was excruciating. They put me in a cell for the night and I got a caution for drunk and disorderly. I lost a shoe in the process and in the morning had to make my way back to student accommodation with just one shoe