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Jai

Jai

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not sure wanted to do a trail run I know there's now anitdote was thinking a half gram to see if I'd hurl it all out or could do it over a few days little by little?

Thanks in advance
 
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And good luck
 
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Jai

Jai

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Gonna try a little wee dab within the hour mate will let you know the taste etc
Just did a half gram or maybe less in a heavily diluted water solution tastes bitter but not awful but I'm only trying to see if I through up
 
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Jai

Jai

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Just did a half gram or maybe less in a heavily diluted water solution tastes bitter but not awful but I'm only trying to see if I through up
Actually feel a little jittery but pleasantly
 
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Jai

Jai

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Actually feel a little jittery but pleasantly
Again not an attempt just seeing if I can keep the stuff down
 
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Jai

Jai

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Wouldn't hurt to use an anti emetic
Been taking otc and bicarbonate for a few days mate but appreciate your help went to the useless doctor asked him for the anti dopimine stuff he got suspicious so didn't press getting a mild head pulse right didn't mean to argue with you on the other thread I don't know your story but I just believe at 17 these days ( I'm a 70s man) they don't know anything
 
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Justanotherconsumer

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Sodium azide really isn't something to chance, seeing what the effects may be.
 
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No I meant my teens were in the 70s mate different world
ook another half gram ( or so I know what a gram of coke looks like not this stuff so best guess ) can't even taste it now just residual salt on my tongue slightly bitter do have a mild headsache and when I close my eyes have the migraine yellow and purple colors but it's not uncomfortable yet feel slightly elevated like coming down on acid
 
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ook another half gram ( or so I know what a gram of coke looks like not this stuff so best guess ) can't even taste it now just residual salt on my tongue slightly bitter do have a mild headsache and when I close my eyes have the migraine yellow and purple colors but it's not uncomfortable yet feel slightly elevated like coming down on acid
 
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Jai

Jai

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No stomach cramps or pain just a headache no vomiting or diarrhea either yet
 
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Jai

Jai

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I was referring to taking small amounts of sodium azide.
I understand I want to make sure I don't puke this stuff up so far so good if I pass away tonight so be it but I appreciate your concern my logic was to slowly poison myself
 
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Justanotherconsumer

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I see ,well love and peace to you whatever the outcome, even as little as 1 gram could be fatal. Do not use metal spoons or contact any metal including dumping down the toilet, drains ect. It explodes (risk) on contact. Leave note for rescue on Sa risk.
 
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I see ,well love and peace to you whatever the outcome, even as little as 1 gram could be fatal. Do not use metal spoons or contact any metal including dumping down the toilet, drains ect. It explodes (risk) on contact. Leave note for rescue on Sa risk.
No danger to anyone else heart rate is through the roof
 
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Jai

Jai

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Took about a gram over a few hours first part was euphoric was chatty was on the phone talking shit second time had a fag and downed about the second half gram was fine for about 15 minutes then heart rate went through the roof palpitations where scary had a full on panic attack put resisted the urge for help sat here now with a migraine copious mentos drinking a cider damage whatever is done but I will emphasize the scary panic part I was seeing colors thought that was it heart rate still high but calm
 
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Jai

Jai

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No wonder you didn't last till 17 you coward
Did your mother shout at you too much put your PlayStation away spoilt twat go live a life first then decide to make a life decision when you've lost everything you've worked for through blood sweat and tears and nature you can talk to me
 
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Jai

Jai

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Did your mother shout at you too much put your PlayStation away spoilt twat go live a life first then decide to make a life decision when you've lost everything you've worked for through blood sweat and tears and nature you can talk to me
First crush kiss another boy so you want to hang yourself?
 
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Jai

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First crush kiss another boy so you want to hang yourself?
I'm an Eastern European grew up in communism escaped to England served their army for their grace and hospitality and compassion so did all my relatives then moved to the US and made a successful life till nature cursed me you? Don't even know you born son
 
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Justanotherconsumer

Justanotherconsumer

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Took about a gram over a few hours first part was euphoric was chatty was on the phone talking shit second time had a fag and downed about the second half gram was fine for about 15 minutes then heart rate went through the roof palpitations where scary had a full on panic attack put resisted the urge for help sat here now with a migraine copious mentos drinking a cider damage whatever is done but I will emphasize the scary panic part I was seeing colors thought that was it heart rate still high but calm

I don't like the potential consequences of azide poisoning one of which is blindness.
 
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Deutschv2

Deutschv2

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Sep 23, 2018
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If you wanan get through painless i think you can use several short acting a lon acting benzos lke xanan (short) valium (long). as for doses i think 200-300mg is good? not sure. if you take both benzos it should knock you out good. gl
 
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Jai

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If you wanan get through painless i think you can use several short acting a lon acting benzos lke xanan (short) valium (long). as for doses i think 200-300mg is good? not sure. if you take both benzos it should knock you out good. gl
Wasn't and still isn't pleasant I'll have to live with the consequences but it's done now
 
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Comatose11

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Jul 26, 2018
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I'm an Eastern European grew up in communism escaped to England served their army for their grace and hospitality and compassion so did all my relatives then moved to the US and made a successful life till nature cursed me you? Don't even know you born son

*grabs popcorn*
 
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Rex

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May 25, 2018
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Did your mother shout at you too much put your PlayStation away spoilt twat go live a life first then decide to make a life decision when you've lost everything you've worked for through blood sweat and tears and nature you can talk to me
Just no.

I've deleted the first personal attack and handed you a warning, stop it now. Also why do you keep replying to yourself with certain responses aimed at other members? You can stop that as well.

Thin ice mate, thread closed as you decided to attack other forum members and then quote yourself with further attacks to them.

We won't tolerate personal abuse to others, think carefully before you make your next thread and talk to others.
 
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Deutschv2

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Wasn't and still isn't pleasant I'll have to live with the consequences but it's done now
Yeah but if you take enough benzos they'll knock you out so you don't feel pain or you could try sn with an acid reducer supposed to be les painful.
 
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