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squidman117

squidman117

can't wait to ctb
Dec 1, 2023
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I really hope to CTB by the end of this month. I've been choosing to go this route for years now, and now I hope I can have some advice before I go so I don't accidentally mess up and go to the hospital and pay $40,000
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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If you don't want to mess up you should consider a different method. There is a Suicide Resource Compilation with lots of info about methods that have a much higher success rate.

If you still prefer stabbing/slitting then read about seppuku a ninja warrior ctb ritual.
 
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squidman117

can't wait to ctb
Dec 1, 2023
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If you don't want to mess up you should consider a different method. There is a Suicide Resource Compilation with lots of info about methods that have a much higher success rate.

If you still prefer stabbing/slitting then read about seppuku a ninja warrior ctb ritual.
I think I can jump. But I don't know. Is jumping a better way to die? I don't even think I live near any bridges, and if I do, they have nets. :( I dont' have access to SN or any drugs so hanging is all I have for now. ;-;
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Imo jumping is also very difficult, SI will kick in and finding a place can be difficult. Hanging is a good method if you can pass out quickly but I'd only go with full suspension, partial has imo a high failure rate.

Have you considered the CO method with charcoal? In a small room at home or in a tent?

There are megathreads about all those methods.
 
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can't wait to ctb
Dec 1, 2023
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Imo jumping is also very difficult, SI will kick in and finding a place can be difficult. Hanging is a good method if you can pass out quickly but I'd only go with full supension, partial has imo a high failure rate.

Have you considered the CO method with charcoal? In a small room at home or in a tent?

There are megathreads about all those methods.
Don't have access to charcoal and I live with people. Thank you, I'm trying to find a place where I can get full suspension. I tried partial and it failed lol so you're right. Do you know any resources to how full suspension can work? and where to find a place?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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There's the mega thread:


If you can't do it at home then most likely in the woods.

 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
35,616
I really hate how it's so difficult to cease existing on our own terms, it's so horrible to me how we cannot just choose to easily die in peace, that method in the title certainly sounds very unreliable to me. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you are searching for, best wishes.
 
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squidman117

can't wait to ctb
Dec 1, 2023
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I really hate how it's so difficult to cease existing on our own terms, it's so horrible to me how we cannot just choose to easily die in peace, that method in the title certainly sounds very unreliable to me. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you are searching for, best wishes.
Yeah... Agreed. ☺️ I realized hanging has a better success rate so I'm going to do that!
 

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