Hate Me

[silentsinger]

Might aswell, most people do. It gets to the stage now where, a few people aside, my general life is guarded by one rule. Just don't say anything because you say the wrong thing and people are annoyed by you. It takes a fair bit for me to tell someone that I feel comfortable with them because I worry so much that I am horrible and a person to be best avoided. Do you know what I mean? It's like the fear of being hated just for speaking sometimes.

 

[Scribble Fan]

I felt the same back when I used to be around people more. I'd rather just say nothing, opening my mouth was far too much effort. I just felt humiliated for some reason.

I only speak to my younger brother now so at least there's that.

 

[silentsinger]

opening my mouth was far too much effort. I just felt humiliated for some reason.

This. I am just such a piece of garbage, at least that is how some people regard me and that is fact. Sending you hugs my friend.

 

[PatKat]

Might aswell, most people do. It gets to the stage now where, a few people aside, my general life is guarded by one rule. Just don't say anything because you say the wrong thing and people are annoyed by you. It takes a fair bit for me to tell someone that I feel comfortable with them because I worry so much that I am horrible and a person to be best avoided. Do you know what I mean? It's like the fear of being hated just for speaking sometimes.

You are not a horrible person and I will never hate you. <3

 

[silentsinger]

You are not a horrible person and I will never hate you. <3

Thank you so much that's so kind. But I just wondered if many others feel the same? Almost like it's best not to speak?

 

[PatKat]

Thank you so much that's so kind. But I just wondered if many others feel the same? Almost like it's best not to speak?

Yes I have that feeling all the time in the real world. I just stopped leaving home and using my voice I rarely talk anymore in fear of saying the wrong thing I hate anxiety...

You are very welcome also!