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Jemo_

Jemo_

No_other_way_outta_this_sh#thole
Apr 22, 2021
42
Finally after waiting for the longest time, my sn has arrived today. It's 97% pure, so I guess that'll work right. I'm having mixed feelings because of this, I'm happy that I've finally gotten it but still anxious that I'm nearing my ctb date.
Now I only have to test the sn and get some metos.
I don't think I'll be alive by next week though. Wish me the best of luck.
For those still waiting for their sn, I hope that it goes well for you and you get yours as well. Oh! The sigh of relief that I've gotten mine is so overwhelming.
 
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Sslsh

Sslsh

Experienced
Jan 29, 2020
293
I feel happy for you. Would not feel any different when I eventually get mine someday. Best of luck to you. Hope you have a peaceful exit.
 
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killedbypsychiatry

killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
797
I got it last week and ended up canceling it because I was scared :( ahhh
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
I wish mine was on its way but the customs of my goddamn country (Argentina) sucks!!
 
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killedbypsychiatry

killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
797
Scared of what if you don't mind me asking
so basically I became obsessed about SN causing a fire after I read that it's a potent oxidizer and I know nothing about chemicals. I also read it's not recommended for SN to be near combustible material (like wood) and all the drawers in my room where I could hide it are wooden. I really don't know how much of a risk it is since I've gotten many different opinions, some people told me it's a very low risk if we keep it in it's bottle, others telling me not to let it be near wood, etc... so I think I'm waiting until I buy a metal cabinet to be less scared myself. Although I still regret a bit denying it because I'm scared I won't be able to find it in a few months... really hope it's still available
 
Jemo_

Jemo_

No_other_way_outta_this_sh#thole
Apr 22, 2021
42
Hope you get yours too...❤️
I feel happy for you. Would not feel any different when I eventually get mine someday. Best of luck to you. Hope you have a peaceful exit.
 
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LansJ70

Student
May 3, 2021
193
I have mine. One thing I'm not sure of is where to take it. Don't really want to do it at home because don't want family to find me, don't really want to do in hotel wouldn't be fair to them, have thought about going for a long hike and doing it there. I guess in the end someone has to find me, unless I am never found. That too creates a lot of issues for family, worry and so on.
 
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Jemo_

Jemo_

No_other_way_outta_this_sh#thole
Apr 22, 2021
42
so basically I became obsessed about SN causing a fire after I read that it's a potent oxidizer and I know nothing about chemicals. I also read it's not recommended for SN to be near combustible material (like wood) and all the drawers in my room where I could hide it are wooden. I really don't know how much of a risk it is since I've gotten many different opinions, some people told me it's a very low risk if we keep it in it's bottle, others telling me not to let it be near wood, etc... so I think I'm waiting until I buy a metal cabinet to be less scared myself. Although I still regret a bit denying it because I'm scared I won't be able to find it in a few months... really hope it's still available
There's no need to be too worried. As long as your SN is in an airtight plastic container then it's fine. It being an oxidiser means that it has a the potential of causing a fire but only if it's exposed to the fire or sparks. You can store it in any cabinet , a wooden cabinet won't do any harm to it if it's in a closed container.
And also you might have gotten that information from fear mongers who want to derail people from using SN because they are aware of its effectiveness.
There's nothing to be afraid of...well unless you intend to use the sn near fire.
 
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Snail

Snail

Member
Mar 19, 2021
6
Got mine a month or so ago. Date is a little over 2 weeks. Looking forward to it :)
 
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Jemo_

Jemo_

No_other_way_outta_this_sh#thole
Apr 22, 2021
42
I wish mine was on its way but the customs of my goddamn country (Argentina) sucks!!
My country's customs (Kenya) suck too , I had to source locally. Have you thought about sourcing it locally, it would save you a lot of time and worry if you found a place within Argentina. I doubt there's not even a single place you could find it. Maybe just look harder...?
Before I found a place within , I'm pretty sure I turned every stone looking for one...
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
My country's customs (Kenya) suck too , I had to source locally. Have you thought about sourcing it locally, it would save you a lot of time and worry if you found a place within Argentina. I doubt there's not even a single place you could find it. Maybe just look harder...?
Before I found a place within , I'm pretty sure I turned every stone looking for one...
Yes! That's a good idea. There are some local labs which sell it, it seems. I might give it a shot! Ty! ;)
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,358
Got mine last year. I call it "insurance against living".
 
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Jemo_

Jemo_

No_other_way_outta_this_sh#thole
Apr 22, 2021
42
Yes! That's a good idea. There are some local labs which sell it, it seems. I might give it a shot! Ty! ;)
It's even way cheaper if sourced locally. Got mine for 12$ ....price of a life lol.
 
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Sslsh

Sslsh

Experienced
Jan 29, 2020
293
My country's customs (Kenya) suck too , I had to source locally. Have you thought about sourcing it locally, it would save you a lot of time and worry if you found a place within Argentina. I doubt there's not even a single place you could find it. Maybe just look harder...?
Before I found a place within , I'm pretty sure I turned every stone looking for one
Jambo. I worked in Mombasa for a few months in 2019. Couldn't find sn anywhere, locally, online etc. Gave up eventually.
 
Revered

Revered

Member
Mar 6, 2021
50
I have my SN from LA (anyone tested this brand?), electronic scale to weigh it, and benzos. I only need meto and propranolol and I'm good to go; I'm aiming for late summer.
 
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Deadlyroses

Deadlyroses

Sad Millennial
Mar 28, 2021
119
I ordered mine impulsively and I was so relieved when it arrived. I posted a pic of it in a thread to verify that it's legitimate. A kind user here pointed out an error on the container. I was disappointed but also relived. Last thing I want is to take it- only to suffer and/or fail. I ordered another brand and it's on its way. I'm anxiously waiting. I'm ready to finally have it on hand. I've got everything else I need. All I'm missing is the meto. Which I can easily get. I just want my SN on hand before anything else.
 
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lanax09

lanax09

Experienced
Apr 17, 2021
231
I've found some on american amazon that ships to the uk but it would arrive too late and there's the problem of where to order it to so it wouldn't be linked to my identity in the case of discovery by customs or my parents (ik how to order from amazon completely anonymously, but this one doesnt ship to lockers so it's a problem). Maybe if I fail my current method I'll just go fuck it and order it straight to me. Would hope since it's an amazon package customs would be less suspicious.
 
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CleosAsp

Member
May 27, 2019
31
I just got mine. But I'm full of doubt and worry, though. I now realize that I can't open it, lest it be exposed to air and become nitrate. So, how in the heck do I know if it's even real? I'd like to know precisely what it is before taking it.
 
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JustLosingMyself

Mage
Sep 4, 2018
544
1/2 kg sitting on my desk... hiding in plain sight
 
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Jemo_

Jemo_

No_other_way_outta_this_sh#thole
Apr 22, 2021
42
I just got mine. But I'm full of doubt and worry, though. I now realize that I can't open it, lest it be exposed to air and become nitrate. So, how in the heck do I know if it's even real? I'd like to know precisely what it is before taking it.
Opening it depends on how your SN is packaged , if it's an airtight plastic container, then it's okay to open it and view its contents, as long as you don't leave it open and make sure you return the plastic cork that makes the container airtight once you're done .I opened mine today, should be a white powder with a yellow tint.
If the container you have cannot remain airtight once opened, you would have to look for an airtight container and transfer the contents..., or open it once you are near the ctb date. Hope that helps.
You should also do the blood test just to be sure about its purity if you don't have test kits.
 
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Bullit

Bullit

Mage
May 6, 2021
504
Yes! That's a good idea. There are some local labs which sell it, it seems. I might give it a shot! Ty! ;)
Wait a minute! You guys got the Pampas,with all those gauchos running around,herding cattle. With all that beef,they must have some SN around!
 
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Shero

Shero

Experienced
Dec 19, 2019
275
Hopefully mine hasn't expired, I don't really have any information as to how long it will last.
Got it a year and a half ago and stored it somewhere dry. It is hard to get in EU, although it is not illegal here.
 
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RedHarlequin

RedHarlequin

Mage
Jul 8, 2018
530
I have mine. One thing I'm not sure of is where to take it. Don't really want to do it at home because don't want family to find me, don't really want to do in hotel wouldn't be fair to them, have thought about going for a long hike and doing it there. I guess in the end someone has to find me, unless I am never found. That too creates a lot of issues for family, worry and so on.
My plan is to do it in a hotel and stick a note on the door don't enter call police.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,424
Finally after waiting for the longest time, my sn has arrived today. It's 97% pure, so I guess that'll work right. I'm having mixed feelings because of this, I'm happy that I've finally gotten it but still anxious that I'm nearing my ctb date.
Now I only have to test the sn and get some metos.
I don't think I'll be alive by next week though. Wish me the best of luck.
For those still waiting for their sn, I hope that it goes well for you and you get yours as well. Oh! The sigh of relief that I've gotten mine is so overwhelming.
Finally Sn from cze?
 
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CleosAsp

Member
May 27, 2019
31
Opening it depends on how your SN is packaged , if it's an airtight plastic container, then it's okay to open it and view its contents, as long as you don't leave it open and make sure you return the plastic cork that makes the container airtight once you're done .I opened mine today, should be a white powder with a yellow tint.
If the container you have cannot remain airtight once opened, you would have to look for an airtight container and transfer the contents..., or open it once you are near the ctb date. Hope that helps.
You should also do the blood test just to be sure about its purity if you don't have test kits.
Thank you! I didn't think about opening it and then putting it in a different air tight container. This stuff came from Russia, so I'm dubious.
 
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LansJ70

Student
May 3, 2021
193
My plan is to do it in a hotel and stick a note on the door don't enter call police.
That's something I've thought of, not sure I'm comfortable with hotel staff finding me, but like I said someone will have to, unless I simply disappear, which will cause more worry and stress for family etc.
 
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