I kind of had an NDE/spiritual experience when I was in a dangerous situation, though I did not die. It was profound though. My abuser tried to kill me (I would prefer not to go into detail about the act itself) and I guess I was physically entering an in-between place towards death. It felt really bad. Like really bad, not the becoming close to death itself, but being brought there by hate. I asked for help in my head, just like from anything, and it didn't seem like help would come, but then it did, and I could feel a light. The light was pure love, and if I am being super honest here, the light was Jesus. I want to say I was not raised religious, and I am not religious now either. After this I tried to talk to a group of christians and it went really badly lol. My abuser had to back off, he could feel the light too, and I just felt this pure love and clarity like I have never felt in my whole life. Jesus was total love and compassion, to the degree where I only felt love and compassion for my abuser, there was no judgment from Jesus towards him, or anybody, just a total understanding of why he was the way he was. I could see that no matter how bad things get, no one is ever left behind or forgotten, they are always loved in a way that is beyond our comprehension. My abuser had to leave and I was safe. It was really nice too because I saw how I was actually doing really well as a person, and saw that my judgement of myself was not correct. Once I was safe it faded away. But yeah that was my experience. I believe Jesus is real, but I feel Jesus, and all spiritual beings, are a lot more than what we are taught by society and religion. I still struggle with trauma a lot, obviously because I am here. I feel it is super hard to speak to people about this too. Either people are religious and project certain judgments onto the experience, or people laugh or are super dismissive. A lot of other traumatic things happened after this also.
I do believe there is life after death, our spirit carries on. I have had other spiritual experiences that have helped me, and this is probably why I am still here, but yeah obviously I still struggle with a lot of trauma and pain.