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I've been doing a bit of searching around for info about making N as an alternative to buying it so I thought it'd be worth asking what everybody else knows. Anybody know how to make N at home or know someone who's tried it?
 
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I know that it needs a lot of precursors, materials that for me are just as hard to get as N. Plus I still haven't seen the process described well anywhere, it's beyond vague. Good luck with this if you go this route! My cooking skills are awful so I wouldn't want to ingest anything I made at home
 
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CemetryGates

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I would but I'm not Walter White sadly
 
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Euthanza

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I'm not sure about home made quality, probably buying ready stock or hiring few chemists to do the job will satisfy both ends.
 
Sepultura

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Pph describes how to do it. It's not easy at all. Would rather go to Mexico.
 
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I've been doing a bit of searching around for info about making N as an alternative to buying it so I thought it'd be worth asking what everybody else knows. Anybody know how to make N at home or know someone who's tried it?
I wish... If it works sell it to us all!
(...) My cooking skills are awful so I wouldn't want to ingest anything I made at home
Can it really be that bad? Like homer setting cereals on fire with milk? 😆
 
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thebunny

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i would make my own drugs, if given the chance. unfortunately, im way too dumb for chemistry.
 
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Lookingtotalk

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I've been doing a bit of searching around for info about making N as an alternative to buying it so I thought it'd be worth asking what everybody else knows. Anybody know how to make N at home or know someone who's tried it?
We googled this the other day about 11-13k for all the chemicals and materials to 'cook' it, way harder than meth, and one of the main chemicals is patented and costs like 10 grand for 100g of it, so its a unlikely alternative
 
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I don't think I can learn that. I hope there is something in dark market.
 
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Good response. Which chemical was the costly one? 100gms is not a great deal in industrial terms & that is surprising.
 
SleepingGirl

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I thought about it, and I'd probably actually attempt if I wasn't chronically ill and living with someone since I have a high interest in science in general but alas. Been interested to see if anyone would take the angel of mercy position since D seems to be lost last I looked.
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

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I've been doing a bit of searching around for info about making N as an alternative to buying it so I thought it'd be worth asking what everybody else knows. Anybody know how to make N at home or know someone who's tried it?
First off let me tell you about a man who tried to do something similar with a drug back in the late 1980's. He went to a college library and removed pages from a chemistry book that detailed how the drug he wanted to make was made. He tried making it and sold lots of it to heroin addicts. Made some serious money. Then a few days later the people who had been buying and using his product, became semi-paralyzed. What he created was not the drug he wanted but something similar that had an effect on the enzymes that make motor control and movement possible. He got a very long prison sentence.
So unless one is really good with chemicals, I don't think I'd try it.
 
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Maudlin

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First off let me tell you about a man who tried to do something similar with a drug back in the late 1980's. He went to a college library and removed pages from a chemistry book that detailed how the drug he wanted to make was made. He tried making it and sold lots of it to heroin addicts. Made some serious money. Then a few days later the people who had been buying and using his product, became semi-paralyzed. What he created was not the drug he wanted but something similar that had an effect on the enzymes that make motor control and movement possible. He got a very long prison sentence.
So unless one is really good with chemicals, I don't think I'd try it.
That was the bad bathtub demerol story, wasn't it?


You might be surprised how many times the exact same thing has happened.

Human greed knows no bounds.
 
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Money might not be the root of all evil, but it does make an excellent fertilizer!😎
 
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Countdown Kirk

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Nov 30, 2022
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N very difficult to make.
Easy to acquire but big risk with minimal order quantities.
 
BipolarExpress

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Nov 11, 2022
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N very difficult to make.
Easy to acquire but big risk with minimal order quantities.
How is N "easy to acquire"? Even vets are experiencing a shortage, and the one dealer who was supplying it has run out.
 
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Countdown Kirk

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Nov 30, 2022
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How is N "easy to acquire"? Even vets are experiencing a shortage, and the one dealer who was supplying it has run out.
I'm not at liberty to disclose sources. But they are out there. Big volume. Lots of digging and due diligence. I'm not comfortable with becoming a mass importer with the consequences of being busted.
 
BipolarExpress

BipolarExpress

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Nov 11, 2022
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I'm not at liberty to disclose sources. But they are out there. Big volume. Lots of digging and due diligence. I'm not comfortable with becoming a mass importer with the consequences of being busted.
Oh, really? This coming from a recently created account with few postings. (Admittedly, my account is also recently created, but I'm not claiming to know where supplies of N are.)
 
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Countdown Kirk

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Nov 30, 2022
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Oh, really? This coming from a recently created account with few postings. (Admittedly, my account is also recently created, but I'm not claiming to know where supplies of N are.)
I'm not in the habit of having an argument on a forum. I've been on the hunt for N for an age. I finally found a supplier. You can too if you dig deep enough and are willing to go to prison for importing mass quantities. I'm not bragging. I'm not pursuing it. I don't want the agro of bringing trouble to my door. SN for me.
 
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BipolarExpress

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Nov 11, 2022
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I'm not in the habit of having an argument on a forum. I've been on the hunt for N for an age. I finally found a supplier. You can too if you dig deep enough and are willing to go to prison for importing mass quantities. I'm not bragging. I'm not pursuing it. I don't want the agro of bringing trouble to my door. SN for me.
I'm sorry if I came across as combative. It's just that this forum has had problems with scammers claiming to have N available after months of shortages. Since I don't want to go to jail, I'm not going to do N, either.
 
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Countdown Kirk

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Nov 30, 2022
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I'm sorry if I came across as combative. It's just that this forum has had problems with scammers claiming to have N available after months of shortages. Since I don't want to go to jail, I'm not going to do N, either.
No worries,
The thought of being able to swallow N and then drift off to sleep is what kept me hunting for ages. The reality was if I got caught the ramifications would be huge. SN seems to be the next best thing.
Scammers are vile evil scum. I like wasting their time when I have nothing better to do. Request for 10 bottles and watch them froth, then tell them to F off.
 
blindtothesuffering

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Nov 22, 2022
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I know this might be a dumb question but I'm not familiar with all the abbreviations yet and was encouraged to post so I can get my search function activated, so taking the plunge.

I know what SN is, but what's N?
 
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