Has anyone here ever made a wish list?

[Braindead Atheist]

Here's mine.

I wish I wasn't retarded
I wish I had my dream job
I wish people wouldn't turn on me(like that bitch lady I talked about in my other thread)
I wish I were pretty
I wish I were skinny
I wish I didn't have pcos
I wish I didn't have mood issues
I wish I fit in
I wish I had a normal childhood
I wish god existed and cared
I wish there was a heaven

But since none of that can come true I wish I was dead.

 

[Makko]

I wish for more magic.

 

[Shadowplay]

I wish my penis wasn't so big.

 

[FuneralCry]

For such a long time, my only wish has been to die. I have always found death comforting. There is nothing that I want from this life. I get that it can be painful when there is things you want but you cannot achieve. Life is very depressing.

 

[fox_wannabe]

I wish my penis wasn't so big.

Dude I think this is serious thread.


I wish I wasn't born.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

1. I wish I could get a job.
1. I wish I could be unaffacted by a lack of affection.
1. I wish I could count.

 

[Shadowplay]

1. I wish I could get a job.
1. I wish I could be unaffacted by a lack of affection.
1. I wish I could count.

You can't count?

 

[Makko]

You can't count?

He can. To 1

 

[feggut]

I wish I never wasted my youth and prime years waiting for the circumstances around me to change.

 

[rationaltake]

I wish I had never been conceived.

 

[Braindead Atheist]

I wish I had never been conceived.

yeah, me too. my parents are dumb for deciding to put me on this earth. lame fucks.....

 

[meetapple]

I wish I could be normal.

 

[lexano]

I wish I didn't want to die so much and actually worked on turning my life around instead of whining to everyone around me until they get as emotionally exhausted and frustrated of me as I am of myself

I wish I never wanted to open up to people

I wish I didn't wake up in the mornings as if nothing that I fucked up the night before mattered

I wish I didn't have to choose to take my own life, but I also wish I can die without regrets

I wish that people would stop telling me my life has value. Though I guess the response to that is I wish I wasn't so fucking emotionally immature that any positive act toward me freaks me the fuck out and makes me want to cut and run…though it also helps a lot because then I don't get my feelings hurt first, or so I tell myself :)

I wish that my mom didn't have to die before me by law of being older than me. I wish I could be more self destructive and have less sense of self preservation. I wish I stayed in my suicidal moods longer. I wish I had the courage to stop taking everyone on these emotional rollercoasters with me. I wish I had it in me to prove that I can at least find eternal peace for myself.

Last of all, i wish that we all can find peace whether it be in life or something else.

 

[Yamrajsimp]

Here's mine.

I wish I wasn't retarded
I wish I had my dream job
I wish people wouldn't turn on me(like that bitch lady I talked about in my other thread)
I wish I were pretty
I wish I were skinny
I wish I didn't have pcos
I wish I didn't have mood issues
I wish I fit in
I wish I had a normal childhood
I wish god existed and cared
I wish there was a heaven

But since none of that can come true I wish I was dead.

I wish I had the seemingly rare little thing that keeps people going

 

[ameliacecelia]

I wish the legal system would do something about the sexual assaults I've actually reported

 

[SectOfValtiel]

i wish she still loved me

 

[lachrymost]

I wish I could go back in time with the knowledge I learned the impossibly hard way.

 

[plan c]

A sail-boat stranded on land, a ukulele missing a string, a piece of parchment and a quill, a tiny vial of sea-water, with a cup of SN drink

 

[its-about-time]

I don't think I wish anything was different anymore. Maybe wish I felt worse. Death is my end game for a long time now and I just wish I'd make it happen sooner than later. WWIII might be interesting though.

 

[Braindead Atheist]

I wish I had the seemingly rare little thing that keeps people going

Trust me, it's over rated. It just gets your hopes up so that you get dissapointed later.

I wish the legal system would do something about the sexual assaults I've actually reported

That's vile that anyone would just let that happen. Maybe try writing Biden or something. Another approach is to get your story out there and that will pressure the legal system or whoever to take action. Bad pr is lethal to most places these days.

I wish I didn't want to die so much and actually worked on turning my life around instead of whining to everyone around me until they get as emotionally exhausted and frustrated of me as I am of myself

I wish I never wanted to open up to people

I wish I didn't wake up in the mornings as if nothing that I fucked up the night before mattered

I wish I didn't have to choose to take my own life, but I also wish I can die without regrets

I wish that people would stop telling me my life has value. Though I guess the response to that is I wish I wasn't so fucking emotionally immature that any positive act toward me freaks me the fuck out and makes me want to cut and run…though it also helps a lot because then I don't get my feelings hurt first, or so I tell myself :)

I wish that my mom didn't have to die before me by law of being older than me. I wish I could be more self destructive and have less sense of self preservation. I wish I stayed in my suicidal moods longer. I wish I had the courage to stop taking everyone on these emotional rollercoasters with me. I wish I had it in me to prove that I can at least find eternal peace for myself.

Last of all, i wish that we all can find peace whether it be in life or something else.

I completely understand. I want those things too. It would be better if it were just over. People would get over it because they'd have a break from our dark moods.

 

[ZRA]

I wish for more magic.

Reminds me of http://www.catb.org/~esr/jargon/html/magic-story.html

 

[ineverlived]

i wish was handsome

 

[aladdin]

hm I don't think I would wish for looks, no. I would wish for intelligence, like have really high IQ.

 

[exhaustedanonymous]

i wish she was here and would assist me. it would be kinda comforting to have the person i love most hang out and talk to me while i down my SN, or maybe N if i can somehow find it
i wish she stayed
i wish she wanted me
i wish i was a person worthy of having someone want them
i wish i was someone else

 

[jodie]

I wish I could be something good in the lives of people who matter to me. Or if that's impossible - to at least not be a poison, a liability...
I wish I could be a friend to someone - to be someone who meant something to them, whom they would like to keep in their lives - not only think of some special people as friends knowing the feeling is not reciprocated.
I wish I could be sure that those miraculous people whom I consider my friends won't just leave me, that they will be present in my life for as long as I still exist.

 

[Seiko]

Oh my fucking god, mine is so trivial. But I wish I had a Dodge Charger Jailbreak.

 

[Orange010]

I wish I can die/disappear and no one misses me

I wish I can die/disappear and no one misses me

I wish I have my own place,
I wish I'm a successful actor.
I wish I was a androgenous human being.
I wish I don't have to worry about money.
Etc