4everHeartBroken
Experienced
- Feb 11, 2024
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It was the worst experience ever, it was my most serious suicide attempt but it was the most traumatic one, i went to a bridge where trains go, tied a knot to some iron things in the bridge then made the hangman nose, i wasn't courageous to just jump so i crawled slowly down, due to how i was crawling a weird spiral knot was wrapped around my left hand, and i wasn't in a air with nothing to interact with, i noticed the building is still there and i can push myself using my legs, i did that for some time, eventually my SI defeated me and i screamed for help, nobody came of course because that was a abandoned place, when my SI took over me i realised i have to take the nose from my head and so i did, after around 10 seconds the spiral knot in my left slipped, my left hand nervous system was destroyed, i just fallen from a building to a small lake and i don't know how to swim, my clothes were wet and i didn't even had my shoes, i walked out of that lake with the help of some large piece of woods there then walked through the harsh surfaces to go up and wear my shoes and just get out, hanging myself was the worst suicide attempt ever, SN and OD are safer and aren't traumatic in comparison with hangingWhat was your experience?
Thank you for sharing your story. I am so sorry you experienced such a horrific experience.It was the worst experience ever, it was my most serious suicide attempt but it was the most traumatic one, i went to a bridge where trains go, tied a knot to some iron things in the bridge then made the hangman nose, i wasn't courageous to just jump so i crawled slowly down, due to how i was crawling a weird spiral knot was wrapped around my left hand, and i wasn't in a air with nothing to interact with, i noticed the building is still there and i can push myself using my legs, i did that for some time, eventually my SI defeated me and i screamed for help, nobody came of course because that was a abandoned place, when my SI took over me i realised i have to take the nose from my head and so i did, after around 10 seconds the spiral knot in my left slipped, my left hand nervous system was destroyed, i just fallen from a building to a small lake and i don't know how to swim, my clothes were wet and i didn't even had my shoes, i walked out of that lake with the help of some large piece of woods there then walked through the harsh surfaces to go up and wear my shoes and just get out, hanging myself was the worst suicide attempt ever, SN and OD are safer and aren't traumatic in comparison with hanging
Thank you for your reply. You are appreciated.I tried partial with belts, just got the feeling of my head filling up with blood, some pain and tingliness. Wish it worked, would've been so easy.
Thanks for your reply. Did you get caught trying?Tried partial …in a psych ward (anything to get out of that place!)….in retrospect in was never going to work…
Yes .. found when they did their roundsThanks for your reply. Did you get caught trying?
can you tell me how you did it? I don't want to die right now, but I want to minimize the chances of failure as much as possible...I've tried partial, it works perfectly if you can get it right, atleast for me it works, quick and painless. it doesn't have a long process or anything so.. if done right, experience should be almost the same for everybody, i only went as far as losing vision and then i just backed out like a coward, every single time. the only downside to this method imo is having an option to back out before you black out.
it's best to practice untill you get it right, i first used a necktie which was working like 40% of time but then i switched to a rope and that did the trick, under the adams apple, near the base area of my neck then gradually moving up untill you know it's working by testing it for like about 10 seconds enough for vision loss, now it works almost every time i try, i did it standing against a wall and leaning with just the weight of my body with no socks or paddings. sadly that is all i did, this may or may not work for everybody, i myself practiced for many days before i got it working.I tried three times, each time I managed to block carotid arteries, but couldn't pass out just jerking and im still alive.
can you tell me how you did it? I don't want to die right now, but I want to minimize the chances of failure as much as possible...
Do you mean like a Swedish streamer? He leaned his body against the wall, stretched his legs forwardit's best to practice untill you get it right, i first used a necktie which was working like 40% of time but then i switched to a rope and that did the trick, under the adams apple, near the base area of my neck then gradually moving up untill you know it's working by testing it for like about 10 seconds enough for vision loss, now it works almost every time i try, i did it standing against a wall and leaning with just the weight of my body with no socks or paddings. sadly that is all i did, this may or may not work for everybody, i myself practiced for many days before i got it working
Thank you for sharing your story.I practiced with partial before not really intending to die but also not actively trying not to. I passed out and woke up on the ground with the belt having broken. I was so upset it broke, I could've been gone. Ive tried it countless times after that night and can't get it to work so im soon going to do a full hang with a tree i found recently
Whoa! That sounds so scary! Have you ever been able to just make yourself pass out only (without hanging) like in this video:I tried three times, each time I managed to block carotid arteries, but couldn't pass out just jerking and im still alive.
can you tell me how you did it? I don't want to die right now, but I want to minimize the chances of failure as much as possible...
So you were able to make yourself pass out 40% of the time with a necktie? How do you feel when you come back into consciousness? Do you have any recollection of time passage? I'm SOOOOOO INTERESTED in the night-night method for a very, VERY FUTURE use. I think I just need to get comfortable with passing out first! That would be a nice first step! Thank you for sharing your experience!it's best to practice untill you get it right, i first used a necktie which was working like 40% of time but then i switched to a rope and that did the trick, under the adams apple, near the base area of my neck then gradually moving up untill you know it's working by testing it for like about 10 seconds enough for vision loss, now it works almost every time i try, i did it standing against a wall and leaning with just the weight of my body with no socks or paddings. sadly that is all i did, this may or may not work for everybody, i myself practiced for many days before i got it working.
I just wanted to tell you, thank you for sharing. I am SO SORRY you had such a horrific experience. That sounds so scary… and so heartbreaking.It was the worst experience ever, it was my most serious suicide attempt but it was the most traumatic one, i went to a bridge where trains go, tied a knot to some iron things in the bridge then made the hangman nose, i wasn't courageous to just jump so i crawled slowly down, due to how i was crawling a weird spiral knot was wrapped around my left hand, and i wasn't in a air with nothing to interact with, i noticed the building is still there and i can push myself using my legs, i did that for some time, eventually my SI defeated me and i screamed for help, nobody came of course because that was a abandoned place, when my SI took over me i realised i have to take the nose from my head and so i did, after around 10 seconds the spiral knot in my left slipped, my left hand nervous system was destroyed, i just fallen from a building to a small lake and i don't know how to swim, my clothes were wet and i didn't even had my shoes, i walked out of that lake with the help of some large piece of woods there then walked through the harsh surfaces to go up and wear my shoes and just get out, hanging myself was the worst suicide attempt ever, SN and OD are safer and aren't traumatic in comparison with hanging
Do you have a link to the "Swedish Streamer"? Thank you!Do you mean like a Swedish streamer? He leaned his body against the wall, stretched his legs forward