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PonderHamsterShift

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Mar 28, 2026
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i have a quiet <9m2 bathroom and the option to deliver me 10 or 20kg 3mm pellets on amazon.
Under 5 hours without too much shivering i hope. Am doing further research RN. tell me if there are things i have not considered yet like if i risk coming under scrutiny during the delivery process or unwanted effects inside the bathroom. Are 10kg enough to do the job with certainty?
 
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whywere

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PLEASE do not even think about this.

Way back when before I went to college from the age of 18 to 24, I worked with dry ice, liquid nitrogen and the like, it is VERY nasty stuff and dry ice can give VERY nasty burns on the skin, like liquid nitro does.

I care about you deeply and I would never ever want anyone to even think down this road, nasty stuff all around.

Hugs my good friend.

Walter
 
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PonderHamsterShift

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Mar 28, 2026
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PLEASE do not even think about this.

Way back when before I went to college from the age of 18 to 24, I worked with dry ice, liquid nitrogen and the like, it is VERY nasty stuff and dry ice can give VERY nasty burns on the skin, like liquid nitro does.

I care about you deeply and I would never ever want anyone to even think down this road, nasty stuff all around.

Hugs my good friend.

Walter
sounds like you recommend me using protective gloves. noted.
to reconsider my entire approach to the future, aka choosing life, i would need to be given year long mentorship, financial opportunity beyond anything that i can obtain myself. someone would need to waste basically >100k just for the benefit of a stranger.

unilateral "free" presents even when its just empathy are just emotional blackmail.
 
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i have a quiet <9m2 bathroom
Are 10kg enough to do the job with certainty?
Sublimation of 10 kg dry ice should produce approximately 5 m³ gaseous CO₂ (10000 g / (44 g/mol) * 22.4 L/mol ≈ 5 * 10³ L at 0 °C and normal atmospheric pressure). The average concentration of CO₂ would exceed 30% (which is known to produce narcosis somewhat quickly) as long as the enclosing volume is ~16 m³ or less. Since cold CO₂ is noticeably denser than air, its concentration at the floor will be higher than that at the ceiling. It's difficult to tell how much though. I think, the calculations would be much easier if you fill a plastic bag instead of a relatively big room. In general, CTB in a room with dry ice is definitely possible.

 
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sounds like you recommend me using protective gloves. noted.
to reconsider my entire approach to the future, aka choosing life, i would need to be given year long mentorship, financial opportunity beyond anything that i can obtain myself. someone would need to waste basically >100k just for the benefit of a stranger.

unilateral "free" presents even when its just empathy are just emotional blackmail.
WOW! I was just trying to be kind and the aspect that we are all together in life.

I do not know what warranted this, but I hope that you find whatever it is that you seem to be looking for.

Walter
 
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PonderHamsterShift

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WOW! I was just trying to be kind and the aspect that we are all together in life.

I do not know what warranted this, but I hope that you find whatever it is that you seem to be looking for.

Walter
Look, I dont want to sound mean either. I am just in a bleak position where i desperately need real world help that i neither will afford nor "deserve" in some abstract manner. Every single help offer i have seen both from the system and the individual in europe still is a quid pro quo.

you cheer "hang on!" yet you only achieve to calm your own consciousness,
my chronic helplessness remains.
 
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PonderHamsterShift

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Mar 28, 2026
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dry ice only? how...?
it turns into carbon dioxyde at room temperature. seems more responsible to me than experimenting with fire/smoke. in my imagination i could order takeout, watch a movie and relax for a couple hours...
 
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Sublimation on air can be slow, and if you plan to stay in the room during this process, inhaling air with a gradually increasing COâ‚‚ concentration can be very unpleasant. In order to achieve minimum distress, inhalation of COâ‚‚ should be commenced when its concentration is 30% or above.
 
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WOW! I was just trying to be kind and the aspect that we are all together in life.

I do not know what warranted this, but I hope that you find whatever it is that you seem to be looking for.

Walter
I've noticed some recent new users are somewhat disrespectful, not sure why.
 
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