Foresight
Enlightened
- Jun 14, 2019
- 1,393
I've said a few times but I found my husband indirectly through SS. I definitely didn't search it out. We didn't fall in love on SS but we met and got to know each other. It is really dumb and extremely dangerous. I wouldn't recommend it, especially for younger members. I truly had nothing to lose in my situation and 100% would've been dead today had my circumstances not changed. I would've died alone never knowing the kindness or affection of another human in person ever again, given my circumstances.
It was weird because for like a year I'd wake up in my new house thinking I did ctb and my new life was a dream. It was as if I did hang myself and switched into an alternate dimension. I had weird nightmares about it. To this day I'm in slight disbelief it happened.
I'm pretty sentimental about SS and the community because of what it's given me. Not just him, but just the chance to speak and connect with anyone seeing as I am an ostracized person in real life.
It was weird because for like a year I'd wake up in my new house thinking I did ctb and my new life was a dream. It was as if I did hang myself and switched into an alternate dimension. I had weird nightmares about it. To this day I'm in slight disbelief it happened.
I'm pretty sentimental about SS and the community because of what it's given me. Not just him, but just the chance to speak and connect with anyone seeing as I am an ostracized person in real life.