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Dema
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- Apr 13, 2020
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I've been in lockdown for 3 months now. Even though restrictions are easing up in Italy, I still can't get anywhere outside of my little shitty town. This has made me extremely suicidal, and the only thing that's holding me back right now is the fact that I'm really young. I don't know for how long I can hold on though. Every morning I can feel a piece of myself slipping away, trying to answer questions that I had never asked myself before. When the only things that I cared about fell apart, I realized that all this time I was just trying to distract myself from what life really is. Just a meaningless waste. I hope I'll be gone in the summer. I know one day I will find the will to end this.