Discussion Has anyone else ever been homicidal?

[erdbeeren]

I have no plans of physically harming others, but I will sometimes have intrusive thoughts. I have had dreams of murdering other people and they deeply disturbed me. And sometimes out of seemingly nowhere, I'll randomly think about killing people who have done wrong.

Again, I don't want to harm anyone. I'd start with myself.

 

[Snake of Eden]

I am sure everyone wanted someone dead at some point. As long as you dont have to intiate action to cause it if it is not in self defence then i dont think there is anything wrong with it

 

[Laowaiboss]

Nope, I don't want to hurt or kill anyone else, only myself.

 

[bed]

Nope. I'd like to say though that everyone gets intrusive thoughts. They are not who you are, or define you as a person in any way, as disturbing as they may feel.

 

[CatLove56]

Oh yeah to many times. So many shitty people out there

 

[motel rooms]

I seriously considered having my pedophile father killed about 20 years ago, but it was too expensive. I'm Italian, I know people who know people. It all worked out for the best though, he got cancer.
P.S. People would be very surprised if they knew how many mafiosos are gay.

 

[maakies]

Literally never had the feeling until I started taking an antidepressant (2019) that I got off a year later. Seems not to have reversed for certain people, who are more powers that be than anything (unattainable figures).

 

[Round Two]

Sure! I think about it. Only people who want it and can't manage it themselves, though.

 

[calminorcal]

I have no plans of physically harming others, but I will sometimes have intrusive thoughts. I have had dreams of murdering other people and they deeply disturbed me.

yes, I can relate to this. They are infrequent and I also have no intention or desire to harm others and usually feel bad for having the thoughts. I can only think of one such dream, and I woke up crying. I've never forgotten it.

 

[Dreamlike Reality]

I, at times, experience homicidal thoughts. It's nothing I plan to act upon in any way, more like a coping mechanism my mind has generated to vent the anger I have toward others.
It's always thoughts of murder and cannibalism, for some reason. My mind must always pick from the strangest taboos to defy... I don't necessarily feel guilty or bad about it in any way because it's just fantasy.

 

[Wrennie]

The only thing I'd want to "murder" are the corrupt systems that facilitate child abuse (like Child "Protective" Services for example), & by "murder", I more mean to "reform/revise".
Even though there are definitely rotten people that get off on hurting others, they're only given that opportunity because the broken system enables them to do so, and I'm sure a lot of them were former victims of abuse themselves. Although they've hurt me and certain people I've cared about, going and hurting those particular individuals in return wouldn't accomplish anything. It would only serve to perpetuate the cycle of suffering.

I just feel helpless & hopeless to bring about any positive change in this cruel and unforgiving world. Hence one of the many reasons I'm even on here.

 

[stellabelle]

Yes.
To a point.

Honestly, it would've been my mother.
Or the bastard that pretty much held me captive for 2 years to use and abuse and lie and abuse more.

Anything after that?
I could have ignored. Bullies or whatever.
But I mean.
At the same time. There's a few on that list. They know who they are and they know why. Snot faced pieces of shit.

What led up to this little shit show disaster?
Those people?
Sure.
Never a blink.

Oh well.

I'm sure a lot of people feel that way about one another.
Just like we feel about them.

It depends on the reason. I guess it's just the "way it is."

I'm sure some of the families of deceased feel that way about us here.

I think healthier families, homes, schools, and work environments would be a big start.

Listen to your young children, adolescents, teenagers, and adults.

Do not "coerce" or cause them repeated hardships or play stupid little "games" with them.

It's all a god damn "game" until it turns deadly.

 

[Elegy]

I'll randomly think about killing people who have done wrong.

I wanna randomly kill people for no good reason... Blah Blah. Grow the fuck up.

 

[motel rooms]

I wanna randomly kill people for no good reason... Blah Blah. Grow the fuck up.

I have no plans of physically harming others, but I will sometimes have intrusive thoughts. I have had dreams of murdering other people and they deeply disturbed me.

 

[demuic]

Yes, I've definitely thought about it in relation to someone who has made my life hell. I wouldn't feel anything but joy if that narcisst were to drop dead.

Of course (for legal reasons as well), it's only a fantasy. I think most people have had that thought. Especially if there is someone abusive in their life. It's completely justified in my eyes.

Unfortunately, the people who most deserve to get taken out of this world tend to be ones that live the longest.

 

[Cheza_mus]

No..I have no problem with other people ...the only person I want to kill is myself

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

So inefficient compared to suicide.

 

[AtMostOkay]

Oh yes, murder.

 

[HiImPaul]

Nah idk about anyone else. Just want to hurt myself.

 

[FuneralCry]

No. In the past I have had strong feelings of hatred towards certain people but not that extreme. These days I isolate myself from people. I do not feel angry at all anymore, just tired of existing and wanting the peace that only death can bring.

 

[Insomniac]

yes. towards my father. and I had a thing against old people at some point (low key wanted to put down all old people) but I guess I'm over it.

 

[Someone123]

There are people who deserve it, but if you kill someone and shoot yourself there is a 20% chance that you will survive and go to prison- it's not worth that risk to me at all.

 

[meetapple]

I have these thoughts from time to time. But I tell myself that I will kill myself before acting on such thoughts.

 

[Bleak]

Only when I was on very high dose of anti depressants. I can only sneer inside when people tell me that I should be taking that stuff as "medicine". Of course if I had actually killed someone they would have blamed me and anything except the meds.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

I think almost everyone has been homicidal. Who wouldn't want to take out some of the global elite ?

 

[steviewonder]

We've all been homicidal at one point. Nature is like that otherwise how would we catch mommoths or compete with the alpha male for the prize pussy

yes. towards my father. and I had a thing against old people at some point (low key wanted to put down all old people) but I guess I'm over it.

Why are your comments so hilarious to me

 

[Insomniac]

Why are your comments so hilarious to me

 

[LittleJem]

sometimes I walk down the street thinking about killing random people. I know it's just my depression and the awful state I'm in. In reality, while I have once in a while thought about killing my abusive mother, I wouldn't generally hurt a fly. Very rarely a mosquito.

I don't get too disturbed by the thoughts as they are just part of my general distress.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Yes, I've had fantasies of baiting people who steal items within cars (lot of those going around now here in California). After I catch them I wanted to torture them first by peeling their skin with razors, lighting firecrackers under their nutsacks, gouging their eyes out, all that good stuff before killing them slowly and painfully then displaying their mangled corpses in front of their loved ones as a punishment for them even daring to have the gall to break into a car and steal something from it.

Luckily for them, I'm extremely lazy so it never came to be. I never became a hyper vengeful serial killer and never will but the only thing stopping me is my own lethargy. This is why I laugh whenever people suggest that I combat my laziness. They don't realize that my doing nothing is still better than me doing something.

 

[CrossroadsCurious]

Pretty sure most people on the planet have had those thoughts at one point, as a way of venting anger in their head. Normal thoughts/daydreams that come and go in the moment.