Has anyone done MDMA to get over their depression?

[ClonesAnnoyMe]

Personally it really helped me and hope more people try this drug before they decide whether they want to ctb. Please.

This drug makes everything perfect.
I can think clearly and see that life is bright as shit and I'm surrounded by lovely people

I'm just so grateful for everything, for this community and for all the people in my life

 

[xBrialesana]

Have any spare I'd gladly help you with your research lol

 

[ClonesAnnoyMe]

LOOOOOL I wish

 

[mesohappy]

I was using and selling exstacy a few years ago and I think it messed me up worse than I already was.I was probably doing it stupid though,I would pop 3 triple stacks at a time,washed down with a fifth of Jack Daniels,while taking doctor prescribed Celexa(60 mg). I think it messed up the serotonin or dopamine or something in my brain.Anxiety through the roof.

Plus I would "come down" the next day and depression would be way worse.Like I was punished for days for that one night of relief.But I was taking X pills,so who knows what all was in that shit.I didn't make them and didn't know who did.Never did pure crystalline MDMA.

Ive had better luck with shrooms,as far as no come down or negative next day effects.Plus I like the feeling/insight of being on shrooms better,and like the whole idea of a "natural",not man made, trip.

 

[ClonesAnnoyMe]

I was using and selling exstacy a few years ago and I think it messed me up worse than I already was.I was probably doing it stupid though,I would pop 3 triple stacks at a time,washed down with a fifth of Jack Daniels,while taking doctor prescribed Celexa(60 mg). I think it messed up the serotonin or dopamine or something in my brain.Anxiety through the roof.

Plus I would "come down" the next day and depression would be way worse.Like I was punished for days for that one night of relief.But I was taking X pills,so who knows what all was in that shit.I didn't make them and didn't know who did.Never did pure crystalline MDMA.

Ive had better luck with shrooms,as far as no come down or negative next day effects.Plus I like the feeling/insight of being on shrooms better,and like the whole idea of a "natural",not man made, trip.

Thank you for sharing, how often were you doing Ecstacy?

 

[mesohappy]

Thank you for sharing, how often were you doing Ecstacy?

I would only do it on the weekends(every Saturday night).At that time I was working 10 or 12 hour days during the week,and needed to "stay sharp".Plus I found with ecstacy,you cant do it everyday or trip two nights in a row even.You could try,but you wont get much out of it.At least I didnt.

 

[ClonesAnnoyMe]

I would only do it on the weekends(every Saturday night).At that time I was working 10 or 12 hour days during the week,and needed to "stay sharp".Plus I found with ecstacy,you cant do it everyday or trip two nights in a row even.You could try,but you wont get much out of it.At least I didnt.

How many years did you take it for it to develop to said issues? I want to know because molly is really helping

 

[Fragile]

it helped for a few hours but then i was 3 times as suicidal for weeks after.

i've heard that some people experience almost no come down, but it was brutal in my case.

 

[mathieu]

It's nice but you can't be on it all the time and the come down sucks. Going through it now actually.

 

[mesohappy]

How many years did you take it for it to develop to said issues? I want to know because molly is really helping

I went on like that for maybe a six month period,as far as how long it took for issues to develop it was pretty much immediate.I remember after like the third time I had tripped off it, I had some sort of flashback/worse panic attack I had ever had in my life, in the Wendys drive thru.I hadnt even done any in a few days.It seemed to trigger after downing one of those miniature bottles of scotch.

Do you roll so hard that your eyes roll back and your eye lids flutter?

 

[ClonesAnnoyMe]

I went on like that for maybe a six month period,as far as how long it took for issues to develop it was pretty much immediate.I remember after like the third time I had tripped off it, I had some sort of flashback/worse panic attack I had ever had in my life, in the Wendys drive thru.I hadnt even done any in a few days.It seemed to trigger after downing one of those miniature bottles of scotch.

Do you roll so hard that your eyes roll back and your eye lids flutter?

Wild, thank you for sharing. I will be very careful ab how much I do

And no I have not rolled that hard but my jaw fucking hurts lol

 

[GoingNowhereFast]

Not MDMA but I tried shrooms. Felt really positive for 2 weeks then slowly slipped back into my usual self after. If only I could do shrooms often, maybe I wouldn't be on here

 

[overandout]

Not MDMA but I tried shrooms. Felt really positive for 2 weeks then slowly slipped back into my usual self after. If only I could do shrooms often, maybe I wouldn't be on here

You might be able to pm people later today as you have now posted 5 times. Maybe best to delete that last post from the partner mega thread, you may get a warning for it?

 

[GoingNowhereFast]

You might be able to pm people later today as you have now posted 5 times. Maybe best to delete that last post from the partner mega thread, you may get a warning for it?

A warning for saying the rules are stupid? IDC I'll be going tomorrow anyway

 

[overandout]

A warning for saying the rules are stupid? IDC I'll be going tomorrow anyway

No just that if you compare both your posts on the partner thread, the first one is fine but the second one isn't really saying that you are looking for a partner. I don't know they can be strict about what you write. They may just delete it without a warning though..
People can message you now and vice versa

 

[Quarky00]

This was discussed in the recovery forum

 

[Berlin76]

Personally it really helped me and hope more people try this drug before they decide whether they want to ctb. Please.

This drug makes everything perfect.
I can think clearly and see that life is bright as shit and I'm surrounded by lovely people

I'm just so grateful for everything, for this community and for all the people in my life

When you do this weekly you will get more depressed because of dopamine levels that will drop

 

[yetme]

Personally it really helped me and hope more people try this drug before they decide whether they want to ctb. Please.

This drug makes everything perfect.
I can think clearly and see that life is bright as shit and I'm surrounded by lovely people

I'm just so grateful for everything, for this community and for all the people in my life

yeah, I used to do MDMA and it helped a lot. I'm talking about pure MDMA. pills often contain metamphetamine or coke or whatever they've been cut with,, which can give you a pretty hard "down" effect. it's not the case with the pure MDMA

 

[Berlin76]

How many years did you take it for it to develop to said issues? I want to know because molly is really helping

Your not doing the right thinf with Molly.
It's drugs, and any drugs speed xtc/molly or coke. They all use up your dopamine very fast. They exhaust your dopamine levels fast and then your depression will kick u so hard back you will end up even more fucked up then before.

Go to a specialist and take his advise or anti depression meds and go to the gym.
Sports also make you produce more dopamine so you will feel better.

 

[ClonesAnnoyMe]

Thank you for your concern I appreciate it greatly
Sports is a good idea

 

[SuiSqueeze92]

LSD would also be beneficial, maybe a bit more or better for one person versus another in micro doses. In my opinion better because it just causes a serotonin dump pretty much, instead of the usual outside source acting on receptors type of drug.