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EBEN30

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So I've purchased my SN (I hope it's legit as was very cheap)

Anyway, I'm pretty nervous, was looking for a relatively peaceful way to go but N is just so expensive.

I have access to morphine but have a tolerance so it's literally a toss up between SN and Morphine.

I'm super nervous though, I've been reading some of the goodbye threads and that's reassured me and made me want to go with this method.

The thing I always liked about N is there's videos of people on YouTube passing via that method (Dignitas) so you're assured it's just like falling asleep, nice and peaceful way to go.

With SN though, from the threads, you can gather that it's relatively peaceful but you don't know what happens those few seconds / minute before unconsciousness.

Has anyone seen anybody pass this way, is it the same as N in the respect that you just fall asleep or will you be really struggling gasping for air before you reach unconsciousness?
 
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So I've purchased my SN (I hope it's legit as was very cheap)

Anyway, I'm pretty nervous, was looking for a relatively peaceful way to go but N is just so expensive.

I have access to morphine but have a tolerance so it's literally a toss up between SN and Morphine.

I'm super nervous though, I've been reading some of the goodbye threads and that's reassured me and made me want to go with this method.

The thing I always liked about N is there's videos of people on YouTube passing via that method (Dignitas) so you're assured it's just like falling asleep, nice and peaceful way to go.

With SN though, from the threads, you can gather that it's relatively peaceful but you don't know what happens those few seconds / minute before unconsciousness.

Has anyone seen anybody pass this way, is it the same as N in the respect that you just fall asleep or will you be really struggling gasping for air before you reach unconsciousness?
I'm sure if anyone has seen it - we would know about it on here by now! Would be useful I suppose, that is why that Exit guy has been asking members of E.I if any would be willing to live stream/ record their deaths to him- in order to gather more "data" on this method to reassure other members.
 
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I'm sure if anyone has seen it - we would know about it on here by now! Would be useful I suppose, that is why that Exit guy has been asking members of E.I if any would be willing to live stream/ record their deaths to him- in order to gather more "data" on this method to reassure other members.

Yea, I'd like to just get confirmation on whether it at least outwardly appears to be as peaceful as N.

Just makes me very anxious to think that the last few minutes may not be so pleasant that's all.

P.S. Didn't mean to reveal sellers info, I was more looking for confirmation that I had indeed found the correct stuff. Obviously don't want to risk the seller being caught, the price was just very low so was worried I may not have got the right stuff.
 
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So I've purchased my SN (I hope it's legit as was very cheap)

Anyway, I'm pretty nervous, was looking for a relatively peaceful way to go but N is just so expensive.

I have access to morphine but have a tolerance so it's literally a toss up between SN and Morphine.

I'm super nervous though, I've been reading some of the goodbye threads and that's reassured me and made me want to go with this method.

The thing I always liked about N is there's videos of people on YouTube passing via that method (Dignitas) so you're assured it's just like falling asleep, nice and peaceful way to go.

With SN though, from the threads, you can gather that it's relatively peaceful but you don't know what happens those few seconds / minute before unconsciousness.

Has anyone seen anybody pass this way, is it the same as N in the respect that you just fall asleep or will you be really struggling gasping for air before you reach unconsciousness?
Link to the video? I haven't been able to find.
 
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EBEN30

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Link to the video? I haven't been able to find.

Search Dignitas it's literally the first few videos.

It wont tell you specifically that the drug is N but it's common knowledge that, that's the drug of choice used.
 
SinisterKid

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Last night, in chat, someone gave commentary of their attempt using SN. They said they would self ban, they did not. They had great support from members here and described how they were feeling in detail. We have been talking with them for a few days now so were aware of their plans.It was mentioned many times that they could pull out and postpone. They were adamant. No pain was ever mentioned. Then that was it, we did not hear anything from them again.

I was confident in the SN method before last night, now I am 110% certain its the right choice for me.
 
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Last night, in chat, someone gave commentary of their attempt using SN. They said they would self ban, they did not. They had great support from members here and described how they were feeling in detail. We have been talking with them for a few days now so were aware of their plans.It was mentioned many times that they could pull out and postpone. They were adamant. No pain was ever mentioned. Then that was it, we did not hear anything from them again.

I was confident in the SN method before last night, now I am 110% certain its the right choice for me.

I appreciate that, as I said in my original post there's dozens of threads on the forum (which can be found via the search function) which suggest that, as you have pointed out, SN is a very peaceful way to go.

That being said, there's at least a few seconds to a few minutes before someone loses consciousness where they may lose the ability to type or communicate with others. These are the few minutes that are of a concern to me, I don't want to go through unnecessary suffering for my final few minutes.

I think the chances are pretty high that it's as peaceful as N but just wanted to see if there's confirmation of that or if anybody has been able to witness this directly, just to put my mind at rest.

I wish I could show as much strength as others here.

Luckily, I'm not in the depths of despair at the minute and I'm in not rush to ctb so luckily, I'm fortunate enough to be able to wait for that confirmation to come along.
 
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You will never get the confirmation you are seeking because right now, it does not exist and is not likely to in the near future. Having slipped into a coma myself, I can categorically state there was no pain at all, but that was a OD, so not quite the same.

If you read about CO poisoning, which I know a lot about, the vast majority of people slip into coma with no knowledge of it happening, which is why its called the silent killer.
 
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You will never get the confirmation you are seeking because right now, it does not exist and is not likely to in the near future. Having slipped into a coma myself, I can categorically state there was no pain at all, but that was a OD, so not quite the same.

If you read about CO poisoning, which I know a lot about, the vast majority of people slip into coma with no knowledge of it happening, which is why its called the silent killer.

I've OD'd myself before and from previous bad experiences that's my concern.

I wouldn't say that information isn't on the horizon that's a bold statement to make. It takes one person to live stream it to that EI researcher.

I do believe we will at some point have that information, like I said, I'm personally in no rush to ctb anyway.
 
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Yea, I'd like to just get confirmation on whether it at least outwardly appears to be as peaceful as N.

Just makes me very anxious to think that the last few minutes may not be so pleasant that's all.

P.S. Didn't mean to reveal sellers info, I was more looking for confirmation that I had indeed found the correct stuff. Obviously don't want to risk the seller being caught, the price was just very low so was worried I may not have got the right stuff.
You sound just like me... it makes me so scared... It is hard for me to know what to believe you have a group of people claiming its peacefull and a group that says its not... for some reason I always tend to think of the worst outcome...like being immobile unable to breathe but still fully mentally aware... this of course could be a risk of any method, but damn it would be nice to have a method that just sends you off into an anxiety free peaceful slumber... I am not anti SN , I myself am just scared of the unknown
 
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Search Dignitas it's literally the first few videos.

It wont tell you specifically that the drug is N but it's common knowledge that, that's the drug of choice used.
It seems more like videos about the right to die when I search just that term, rather than actual videos of the act...oh well. I don't know much about N anyway. I've had one too many of an alcohol/coke OD and shit feels like hell. Drugs scare me when intentionally ingesting enough to ctb.
 
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Well I watched a video update by Phillip N of Exit from last spring. It's in a thread here somewhere, you can search for it somehow I'm sure.
At that time they had observed 6 SN deaths. He said it was peaceful in those cases. He just was not willing to make definitive statements on reliability since it was only 6 and not the large amount of evidence they have on N deaths. It's a start anyway if you trust Exit.
 
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You will never get the confirmation you are seeking because right now, it does not exist and is not likely to in the near future. Having slipped into a coma myself, I can categorically state there was no pain at all, but that was a OD, so not quite the same.

If you read about CO poisoning, which I know a lot about, the vast majority of people slip into coma with no knowledge of it happening, which is why its called the silent killer.
can i ask, do you know how long you were in a coma for, I took SO much when i tried to OD i went unconcious for quite some time, if your unconscious but not in a coma does that mean that there was no chance you were even close to death? I really wanted to ask the nurse or doctors-but I guess they wouldnt answer that anyway, also they virtually ignored me the whole next day-didnt ask how I felt or speak to me at all when they changed the drip over- I sensed alot of bad vibes from them as i was suicide attempter- dont think the medical professionals think much of people that try tbh.
 
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sala-samobójców.3

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So I've purchased my SN (I hope it's legit as was very cheap)

Anyway, I'm pretty nervous, was looking for a relatively peaceful way to go but N is just so expensive.

I have access to morphine but have a tolerance so it's literally a toss up between SN and Morphine.

I'm super nervous though, I've been reading some of the goodbye threads and that's reassured me and made me want to go with this method.

The thing I always liked about N is there's videos of people on YouTube passing via that method (Dignitas) so you're assured it's just like falling asleep, nice and peaceful way to go.

With SN though, from the threads, you can gather that it's relatively peaceful but you don't know what happens those few seconds / minute before unconsciousness.

Has anyone seen anybody pass this way, is it the same as N in the respect that you just fall asleep or will you be really struggling gasping for air before you reach unconsciousness?
Well, actually thats true, i mean, at first you feel strange until you make yourself to that feeling.
It is like your body starts sleeping itself, and you barely know what is going on.
Like when your leg falls asleep.
 
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Yeah, I often think about those moments after their last post. Like how peaceful is their ctb in those very last moments?

Yes, it would ease the little bit of anxiety I still have if I could see some actual video of people ctb using SN. From the information provided here, it seems to be pretty peaceful & I'm still confident enough that this is the method for me.
 
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sala-samobójców.3

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Yeah, I often think about those moments after their last post. Like how peaceful is their ctb in those very last moments?

Yes, it would ease the little bit of anxiety I still have if I could see some actual video of people ctb using SN. From the information provided here, it seems to be pretty peaceful & I'm still confident enough that this is the method for me.
Well, you know, it's "peaceful".
It all depends on how you do It.
If you have them with alcohol is verter, because It doubles the effect
 
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Time

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Hey, sala-samobojcow-3. I don't quite understand everything you're trying to say but, yeah, I've heard about people using alcohol. But I have plenty of kava-kava so I think I'm going to use that & just hit it a little harder than usual for sedation.
 
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Might be a morbid question but do we even have pics of people that took sn?
 
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sala-samobójców.3

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Hey, sala-samobojcow-3. I don't quite understand everything you're trying to say but, yeah, I've heard about people using alcohol. But I have plenty of kava-kava so I think I'm going to use that & just hit it a little harder than usual for sedation.
Sorry for my english, i am spanish
Well, the best thing you can do is to hey drunk, them take the pills and start drinking again, that would totally work, but i recommend you yo do It when you are sure that no one Will enter your Room for at least dice hours
Might be a morbid question but do we even have pics of people that took an?
Well i think i've made a pic of my cutted veins
 
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Well I watched a video update by Phillip N of Exit from last spring. It's in a thread here somewhere, you can search for it somehow I'm sure.
At that time they had observed 6 SN deaths. He said it was peaceful in those cases. He just was not willing to make definitive statements on reliability since it was only 6 and not the large amount of evidence they have on N deaths. It's a start anyway if you trust Exit.
Do you remember the name of the thread?
 
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Didn't realise it was a video update - thought that had just been a published update- I'd be interested to watch that also.
I am very interested in this as well
 
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LMLN

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Its SN Reliabilty and Peacefulness. It's on page 2 of 3. It's the first video. Sorry, I dont know how to link it.
 
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Its SN Reliabilty and Peacefulness. It's on page 2 of 3. It's the first video. Sorry, I dont know how to link it.
i couldnt find it, tried searching sn reliability -but there were so many threads with that. did you find it? @howard
 
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howard

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i couldnt find it, tried searching sn reliability -but there were so many threads with that. did you find it? @howard
Not yet, dozed off for a while. Will start looking.
Not yet, dozed off for a while. Will start looking.
Having no luck yet. I'm using phone at moment may be better on my laptop later. Will let you know if I find anything.
 
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Last night, in chat, someone gave commentary of their attempt using SN. They said they would self ban, they did not. They had great support from members here and described how they were feeling in detail. We have been talking with them for a few days now so were aware of their plans.It was mentioned many times that they could pull out and postpone. They were adamant. No pain was ever mentioned. Then that was it, we did not hear anything from them again.

I was confident in the SN method before last night, now I am 110% certain its the right choice for me.

May I ask if the person reported how did meto affect them?
 
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Shinbu

Shinbu

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Nov 23, 2019
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Its SN Reliabilty and Peacefulness. It's on page 2 of 3. It's the first video. Sorry, I dont know how to link it.
To link click on the paper clip symbol you will see when you are about to reply. Then open up the video you want to link in a different tab assuming you are on a computer then copy that url to the paper clip url. Then for the text it can be anything like link, or video.
 

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