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Susan Caswell
Specialist
- Feb 25, 2019
- 316
Why is this so very hard to do i never knew i use to think suicide was easy way out its not it takes nerves of steel i have never had to consider it ever and never thought i would have to until until deafening tinnitus from nowhere and i cant live with it tried and tried 3 years tried to get it down stopped its ear splitting theres tinnitus and tinnitus dont even know why or cause i was so well healthy calm living lovely life this cant be happening but is i thought it would stop that i couldnt be this unlucky its the cruelest most dementing condition i can think of cant rest no quiet no peace its as loud as jet plane roaring its horriifc please please someone help me out of this torture i cant stay like this im terrified to jump in case i dont die and crippled me like this all was so great i was living wonderful life healthy busy calm happy this came from just nowhere why me this now had such plans i could have taken anything at all but this ive had hissing for years and never bothered me ever but this is horrific so loud my ears hurt its driving me a crazy person and always have been so calm fit as a lop it has to stop ive tried everyone and everything i could find its never stopped once or gone down but ear splitting my partner has tinnitus 3 friends do all cope never bothers them why me so extreme been good all my life worked so hard looked after everyone this should be carefree happy time living life to the full all my hopes dreams and plans please can anyone help me out of this torture please someone help me x