Why is this so very hard to do i never knew i use to think suicide was easy way out its not it takes nerves of steel i have never had to consider it ever and never thought i would have to until until deafening tinnitus from nowhere and i cant live with it tried and tried 3 years tried to get it down stopped its ear splitting theres tinnitus and tinnitus dont even know why or cause i was so well healthy calm living lovely life this cant be happening but is i thought it would stop that i couldnt be this unlucky its the cruelest most dementing condition i can think of cant rest no quiet no peace its as loud as jet plane roaring its horriifc please please someone help me out of this torture i cant stay like this im terrified to jump in case i dont die and crippled me like this all was so great i was living wonderful life healthy busy calm happy this came from just nowhere why me this now had such plans i could have taken anything at all but this ive had hissing for years and never bothered me ever but this is horrific so loud my ears hurt its driving me a crazy person and always have been so calm fit as a lop it has to stop ive tried everyone and everything i could find its never stopped once or gone down but ear splitting my partner has tinnitus 3 friends do all cope never bothers them why me so extreme been good all my life worked so hard looked after everyone this should be carefree happy time living life to the full all my hopes dreams and plans please can anyone help me out of this torture please someone help me x
Deleted member 19654
Working towards recovery.
- Jul 9, 2020
- 1,628
I'm sorry that you're in a lot of pain from your tinnitus. I see a lot of threads from other users who suffer from the same condition. I don't know if there's anybody here who is able to suggest anything to help with your tinnitus or whether talking to somebody else going through the same thing will help.
I can't suggest methods for you but there is a wiki section found in the left sidebar. You can do some reading and maybe find something that will help.
I can't suggest methods for you but there is a wiki section found in the left sidebar. You can do some reading and maybe find something that will help.
Worndown
Visionary
- Mar 21, 2019
- 2,908
It seems to be harder to die than live. I suppose the day it us harder to live than die is when a line is drawn through your name.
I have continual ringing in one ear and it is possible to put it in the background most days. Not focusing on it but something else might be the key.
I have continual ringing in one ear and it is possible to put it in the background most days. Not focusing on it but something else might be the key.
death137
miserable
- Jun 25, 2020
- 1,166
There are different reasons why suicide is hard but I think method pain is the main one. If most methods are painless most of us would be already dead.
Superdeterminist
Enlightened
- Apr 5, 2020
- 1,877
We have evolved to survive and reproduce, not to live comfortably. Sadly nature doesn't give a single fuck if we suffer and how much suffering we endure. It's a highly flawed and hideous system. Even when your conscious mind has decided it has had enough, the rest of the body, mindless and mechanistic as it is, will resist, and really get in your way if you dare attempt to cut things short.
Survival instinct. Scared of afterlife. Messing up the attempt. Loved ones. Having 0.000001% chance of recovery. I've tried before and failed. Its fucking cruel mental illness. A bastard as no one understands how it feels.
Thank you all for replying i just have to find a way to peace and soon i can stand a lot but 24/7 roaring noise both ears no one can live with if only a level i could stand like it was when it started cant believe its even happened i was so healthy really well looked after my ears always and had lovely life dont understand it or cause came from just nowhere i was so calm happy have everything i could want would trade it all for this to stop its worse than being tortured alive we need quiet peace rest i can now only think stop eating and drinking it will be hard i hardly eat now how long will it take will it be quick couple of days this is tragic i had so much living to do
Oh so do i how good would that be xI'm sorry for your suffering. I wish I could make it better for you.
Please can anyone help me buy N ive no clue how to anyone know how many paracetamol it would take could that be an option ive to get out of this torturing tinnitus its ear splitting Tinnitus isnt like this jet plane raring with hammering i can feel but drilling and hissing 3 years never stopped wish i would just drop dead from the anxiety and i had so many plans and living to do i could have stood anything at all but this cant believe it or how ill its made me just not this anyone out there can you help i cant take this any longer ive tried and tried dont deserve this been good happy calm person all my life this from nowhere i want to go to Pegasos in Switzerland but can complete the paperwork im terrified i have to jump and dont die no one can live a life with noise 24/7 like this its cruel torture dont even know cause i was so very healthy well happy have everything i could want trade it all for this to stop why me this now if i was in my 70s or 80s and got to do all we planned this now should be a carefree happy time life was wonderful what did i do to get this please Dear God someone help me
StateOfMind
Liberty or Death
- Apr 30, 2020
- 1,195
Stopping eating and drinking will be very hard. You can survive without food for months and without drink for about 7 to 10 days.
But the chances are someone will 'save' you before then, you will be taken to hospital etc.
Paracetamol will probably not work. It is very unlikely to ctb on an over the counter drug od. The chances are you will just do damage to your liver.
I am really sorry to hear about your tinnitus problems.
What do doctors suggest? Have you seen any specialists?
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Seriously. I'm fucking jealous of every death and successful suicide.
Good point. Anyone who said suicide is the easy way out has never tried it.
Hopeium. That's hilarious. Never heard that one before.
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