Venting Hard life, hard death

[VeryShy]

Too much suffering. Death seems to be the only option to end it. I have everything prepared for years. Idec if my death is extremely painful. I've lived a very hard life, I'll die hard.
I'm not afraid of anything anymore, except continuing to live in horrible suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also fear suffering way more in this cruel existence, it terrifies me how there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel as long as they are stuck here. But anyway I wish you the best, it really sounds like you've suffered a lot.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

It's limitless how much suffering there is in this world. It finds everyone, eventually, one way or another. Suffering and eventual death are really the only two constants in this forsaken place.