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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
Were you ever happy and if so when?
 
Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
when I was healthy half a year ago. Now I'm forced to commit suicide
That is a rapid turn of events. I'm sorry to hear this.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,717
I have never been happy. I do not know what that is like. I have never wanted to be alive, even at a young age I found death to be comforting. I could never understand people who wanted to live and enjoyed life. There is nothing to be happy about, the truth is that life is suffering. It would feel wrong to be happy in such a horrible world.
 
Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
I have never been happy. I do not know what that is like. I have never wanted to be alive, even at a young age I found death to be comforting. I could never understand people who wanted to live and enjoyed life. There is nothing to be happy about, the truth is that life is suffering. It would feel wrong to be happy in such a horrible world.
I'm sorry. That sounds excruciating. You have my sympathies…
 

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