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budbud29

budbud29

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May 8, 2026
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This has been such a tough decision. It horrifies me, but I think about it every day and I'm honestly tired of thinking about it. I wanna just do it. I was wondering I'm prescribed Klonopin and I have Benadryl. I was wondering if I take a lot of Klonopin and Benadryl will it help me be able to carry out the act of hanging? I'm not trying to overdose. I'm just hoping if I take these medication's, it'll make the process of hanging a little smoother.
 
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dirkw83

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Mar 4, 2026
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That's a hard question, I don't think it will help you overcome SI, since SI is so intrusive and powerful. But maybe, just maybe... idk.
 
budbud29

budbud29

Member
May 8, 2026
35
That's a hard question, I don't think it will help you overcome SI, since SI is so intrusive and powerful. But maybe, just maybe... idk.
I was just hoping maybe all the medication would make it feel less painful and make me not so scared to do it
 
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overusedusername

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Jul 5, 2026
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Have you practiced hanging before? I tried something similar with oxy and I just woke up with vomit all over myself, a sore neck, and a killer headache.
 

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