Hanging full suspension

[Definitelyworried]

Sometimes you think suicide is a way out and it gives you releif, but when you are pulling the trigger, full suspension hanging, suicide becomes more dark, there is a difference between fantasizing about suicide and actually acting on it.
Big difference, tonight I'm not feeling all that good about suicide, but I feel I have to do it for my own sake.
I need to put myself out of my misery.
I can' think of any other way than by full suspension hanging.
I been suicidal for about 4 to 5 months, and it' only been getting worse, I actually think I would have saved myself a lot of pain if I would have done it a while ago.
I fought for nothing, and I'm tired of fighting and losing.
I feel so alone and vulnerable.
I'm tired and when I fall asleep I have nightmares. It's time to end it. Don't know what else to do.

 

[Meena]

If you feel alone and vulnrebale, there is at least this site. It is good to talk with people in similar situation.
I have also nightmares and i am tired too about fighting and loosing. It has been now 6 years...

 

[Definitelyworried]

Thanks, I feel like I lost the battle. I need to do one more thing tomorrow, and then I will, be attempting full suspension.

 

[Definitelyworried]

I' thinking of using a towel instead of a rope, because I think it will be less painful.
Here are some links as to why I think a towel is better than a rope.

http://theync.com/punjabi-man-man-l...ing-harassed-by-in-laws-in-gurdaspurindia.htm

http://theync.com/depressed-cambodian-man-hangs-himself.htm

 

[angie]

omg they used no knots or anything just put it around thre necks and leant forward ?
was all over so quick and looked painless

 

[angie]

dont see how it killed them really wasnt even tied around there necks ?

 

[Definitelyworried]

omg they used no knots or anything just put it around thre necks and leant forward ?
was all over so quick and looked painless

Yeah I was surprised they went quick and it didnt look too painful.

 

[wanttodie]

yes me to I was surprised they went quick

 

[Samuel]

Is that considered full suspension or partial suspension?

 

[Deleted member 847]

I' thinking of using a towel instead of a rope, because I think it will be less painful.
Here are some links as to why I think a towel is better than a rope.

http://theync.com/punjabi-man-man-l...ing-harassed-by-in-laws-in-gurdaspurindia.htm

http://theync.com/depressed-cambodian-man-hangs-himself.htm

I would still use a knot to not become a vegetable though.

 

[Definitelyworried]

Is that considered full suspension or partial suspension?

The top video link is considered full suspension and the bottom video link is considered partial suspension.

 

[angie]

think they might be fake since i viewed them would defo take longer than they did weird

 

[Definitelyworried]

think they might be fake since i viewed them would defo take longer than they did weird

I think the bottom link could be fake, but I don't see how the top link could be fake, unless I'm not noticing something you have noticed?

 

[Maxim]

Hi, I am new here.Can I have a question please ? What You think about the top link of hanging ? It is very unusual. The man didnt made a knot, still his head stays in the towel. And he passed out it seems peaceful. Thank You.

 

[bigj75]

looks like something i would try. Just dont know how reliable it is.