Each day that's passing by my sense of dreads at things to come increases but the sense of fear and discomfort hanging is putting me off trying again. Just venting I guess.
moodygrl
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- Apr 25, 2020
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I feel you. I was practicing again today in the unexpected morning hour I got to be home alone and saw again that partial is near impossible for me to do:/ exploding head examples only.
I have all the supplies and anchor point figured out for full suspension though but I need more time. My letter is done, I still need to add some contacts of my friends to be informed. And to have the courage to do it.. I wish I could poison myself but thats not an option.
I have all the supplies and anchor point figured out for full suspension though but I need more time. My letter is done, I still need to add some contacts of my friends to be informed. And to have the courage to do it.. I wish I could poison myself but thats not an option.
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I also wish I could poison myself, drinking N would be so easy and drifting to sleep.
Unfortunately we're destroying a biological system... We're not laying it down, neck on a fluffy pillow under a warm duvet.
As awful as this is, still facing it myself.
As awful as this is, still facing it myself.
