Justnotme
I want to hang myself
- Mar 7, 2022
- 633
So.. I tried to put my weight on the rope again.
I weigh 53 kg, my feet touched the ground, I held on to the other end of the rope, which means that with the help of my other hand I could hold about 15 kg of my weight.
In this position, I pressed hard on my neck and felt through the rope to see if my arteries were throbbing.
Despite the fact that the pressure was about 15 kg, I felt that my arteries were throbbing.
Does this mean that I'm doing something wrong?
Or should the arteries stop pulsating after about 10 seconds, and the fact that they still pulsate after compression is normal?
Or should I definitely not feel the arteries throbbing after compression? (that is, they should immediately stop pulsating)?
To be honest, it fucked me up.
I tried to lower my body completely without holding on to the rope with my hands and it hurts a lot.
Why don't my arteries have enough fucking 15 kg of compression?
I weigh 53 kg, my feet touched the ground, I held on to the other end of the rope, which means that with the help of my other hand I could hold about 15 kg of my weight.
In this position, I pressed hard on my neck and felt through the rope to see if my arteries were throbbing.
Despite the fact that the pressure was about 15 kg, I felt that my arteries were throbbing.
Does this mean that I'm doing something wrong?
Or should the arteries stop pulsating after about 10 seconds, and the fact that they still pulsate after compression is normal?
Or should I definitely not feel the arteries throbbing after compression? (that is, they should immediately stop pulsating)?
To be honest, it fucked me up.
I tried to lower my body completely without holding on to the rope with my hands and it hurts a lot.
Why don't my arteries have enough fucking 15 kg of compression?