Freeme3820

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No I would 100% do it this way again, just make sure Im not feeling poorly at all before I do. I look back now that I've had time to process it all and honestly it was really effective, even though I said kind of fainted I'm now pretty sure there were periods of unconsciousnes, I collapsed to the floor at least 2 times and that's were it was fuzzy and kind of out of it, I would make sure that once I took it I wouldent be stood up AT ALL for sure. It would of been interesting to of known what my sats were at that point tbh but at that point I'd collapsed and my finger saturation thing was on the other side of the room. I can understand why people are responding and then all of a sudden stop because it litrually just hits you out of nowhere. I was like that not too long afterwards and for just under an hour and then suddenly I was able to get myself up and sat down and I diddent feel too bad then, it was really weird, I'd say for sure that your body fights very hard to reverse the sn effects and I honestly think if I could of kept some in for longer that it would of fully worked. I'd deffo take anti sickness meds because even though there wasent any major urge to be sick every now and then I had the slightest wave of sickness. Another thing I noticed is when that tingling feeling starts collapsing happens soon after. Out of it all that I found baffling is that I went from thinking that was the end for me to feeling not to bad, like there wasent even a build up to feeling better, it was really weird
I have a feeling its because I plugged it and it wasent plugged v long so my body diddent absorb the full amount but by god did I feel it for that hour, honestly when it got to a point that I though I was a gonner I was actually at peace and kind of accepted it x
I'm not sure why but I tried to do the quote thing and it's just squished it in with the last post I did, sorry, I'm pretty new to this, hope my last post makes sence x
 
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Ah I see, that's weird that 15g did "almost" nothing then:/
She was only able to hold it in for five min. She probably only absorbed a gram or two before it all came out.
No I would 100% do it this way again, just make sure Im not feeling poorly at all before I do. I look back now that I've had time to process it all and honestly it was really effective, even though I said kind of fainted I'm now pretty sure there were periods of unconsciousnes, I collapsed to the floor at least 2 times and that's were it was fuzzy and kind of out of it, I would make sure that once I took it I wouldent be stood up AT ALL for sure. It would of been interesting to of known what my sats were at that point tbh but at that point I'd collapsed and my finger saturation thing was on the other side of the room. I can understand why people are responding and then all of a sudden stop because it litrually just hits you out of nowhere. I was like that not too long afterwards and for just under an hour and then suddenly I was able to get myself up and sat down and I diddent feel too bad then, it was really weird, I'd say for sure that your body fights very hard to reverse the sn effects and I honestly think if I could of kept some in for longer that it would of fully worked. I'd deffo take anti sickness meds because even though there wasent any major urge to be sick every now and then I had the slightest wave of sickness. Another thing I noticed is when that tingling feeling starts collapsing happens soon after. Out of it all that I found baffling is that I went from thinking that was the end for me to feeling not to bad, like there wasent even a build up to feeling better, it was really weird
I have a feeling its because I plugged it and it wasent plugged v long so my body diddent absorb the full amount but by god did I feel it for that hour, honestly when it got to a point that I though I was a gonner I was actually at peace and kind of accepted it x
I'm not sure why but I tried to do the quote thing and it's just squished it in with the last post I did, sorry, I'm pretty new to this, hope my last post makes sence x
This all totally lines up from what I've read about how SN works/kills. It converts the hemoglobin to methemoglobin (sp?) and reduces the blood's ability to carry oxygen from the lungs to the brain, heart, and other organs. But the body rapidly converts the methemoglobin back to hemoglobin, so that's why such a large dose is needed...to overwhelm this response by the body. I'd say you experienced pretty much what's to be expected from a mild case of SN poisoning, for better or worse. I hope I lose consciousness fast too, from what I've read it seems like a good dose held down long enough is likely to produce that =)
 
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I took another pic of my finger nails for comparison, I'm actually shocked at how much difference in colour there is
She was only able to hold it in for five min. She probably only absorbed a gram or two before it all came out.

This all totally lines up from what I've read about how SN works/kills. It converts the hemoglobin to methemoglobin (sp?) and reduces the blood's ability to carry oxygen from the lungs to the brain, heart, and other organs. But the body rapidly converts the methemoglobin back to hemoglobin, so that's why such a large dose is needed...to overwhelm this response by the body. I'd say you experienced pretty much what's to be expected from a mild case of SN poisoning, for better or worse. I hope I lose consciousness fast too, from what I've read it seems like a good dose held down long enough is likely to produce that =)

Yea I deffo think there needs to be enough to overwhelm, I suppose the sn dose is just one dose that interferes with your blood but your body is able to constantly convert them back unlike sn x
 

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It's a fucking shadow guys, I'm a photoshop nerd, I could tell just from looking at it not zoomed in. Jeeze people
 
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She just had a failed attempt and people are arguing over weather or not she photoshopped a pic... Smh.
 
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