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bigballsniqqa

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Apr 23, 2025
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today i had a few minutes where everything was fine, i felt very confident, music was hitting again, i could imagine myself as the best possible version of me, was planning to buy new clothes cos i felt so good. Then 15 minutes later, everything came crashing down. I honestly love when i have a high like that, but nowadays they dont last as long as they used to. If i had a high even 60 percent of the time i would be unstoppable.
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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Yay ... enjoy it when it comes, carpe diem.
 
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flkywch

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Jan 19, 2025
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im living for these short highs right now, they are amazing then u realise after it's prob js normality
 
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bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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Happiness is always fleeting. That's the problem. It's what makes life so futile.
 
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weallhaveourghosts

Experienced
Mar 2, 2025
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Happened to me the other day too. It was sunny and I could actually feel the sun and hear the sounds of nature and enjoyed it for a bit but the crash afterwards does suck.
 
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somehow still here
Mar 24, 2022
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That's life for ya, a sea of misery with an occasional good moment here and there. savor em when ya can, I guess
 
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bigballsniqqa

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Apr 23, 2025
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im living for these short highs right now, they are amazing then u realise after it's prob js normality
bro like i feel like if i could just get meds everything would be alright
 

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