guy ctb via jumping

[devil]

a man in my hometown committed suicide this morning by jumping off a parking garage..
ever since I heard the news, it's all I've been thinking about. is it bad to be jealous of someone I've never met because he was actually able to work up the courage to do it? I admire him and his ability to go through with it.
I really wish my SI would shut the hell up so I can do it, it's the only thing holding me back.

 

[Deleted member 19276]

Yeah, I guess we all tend to get jealous of people like that one way or another. SI is the worst thing honestly!
Sorry the event put you in such a mood. How tall was the parking, if you don't mind me asking?

 

[devil]

Yeah, I guess we all tend to get jealous of people like that one way or another. SI is the worst thing honestly!
Sorry the event put you in such a mood. How tall was the parking, if you don't mind me asking?

It was 10 stories, so I'm not sure how tall that is exactly.

 

[dysfunctional]

Always jealous when I hear of things like this. Or even better, people dying in car accidents and such. That way your friends/family don't have to suffer with the knowledge that you killed yourself.

 

[Deleted member 19276]

It was 10 stories, so I'm not sure how tall that is exactly.

That sounds high enough. Yeah, I am wondering on that, for more research I guess. I know it depends on how you fall too, but, back to the topic - I sometimes find myself admiring people that have managed too.

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

a man in my hometown committed suicide this morning by jumping off a parking garage..
ever since I heard the news, it's all I've been thinking about. is it bad to be jealous of someone I've never met because he was actually able to work up the courage to do it? I admire him and his ability to go through with it.
I really wish my SI would shut the hell up so I can do it, it's the only thing holding me back.

I'm the same exact way. I feel crazy

 

[faust]

And we always have to keep in mind that different people have different strength of SI.
Also, SI depends on the method. There are some methods which are extremely scary even long before CTB, right before it might be even more terrifying.
Of course, there is one more aspect. We can have some doubts of whether we need it or not. The more you have doubts, the more resistance you can get.

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

I'm jealous of them succeeding and them having access to such spots.

 

[Isadeth]

Feeling jealous is normal I think. I know I felt and still feel great jealousy towards my father in law that ctb recently.

 

[x51391225x]

I feel more jealousy for accidental deaths, like car accidents etc.

 

[raindrops]

from Quora -
If you assume that floor to ceiling height is 9 to 10 feet, then the height of 10 story will be between 90 to 100 feet.
Add to this the terrace height of about 5 feet and we get 95 to 105 feet. One more factor is to be taken into account and that is the floor thickness.
Typical floor thickness is 6 inches. So for 10 floors, add another 10x6 inches = 60/12 = 5 feet. Therefore,

Total height of a 10 story building = 100 to 110 feet


the cliff I want to jump from is 104m (341ft)
my problem is how will I know I am at the highest point :/