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BigTimeLoser

BigTimeLoser

Grew screwed, so I screw up everything
Mar 6, 2026
19
What songs hit you hard?
These songs makes me cry almost everytime I hear them.

I didn't know - Skinshape
Lookin' for a home - Al Kooper, Shuggie Otis
Cold little heart - Michael Kinawuka
Chiquitita - ABBA
Landslide - Fleetwood Mac
Forever Young - Bob Dylan
Something about us - Daft Punk
For once in my life - Stevie Wonder
Dead Body - Chet Faker
Drive - Alan Jackson
Coward of the county - Kenny Rogers
When you're gone - The Cranberries

Musical taste all over the place. But that sadness is across them.

Hit me with your emotional songs, trying to feel be emotional while being miserable.
 
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stopMotionSickness

stopMotionSickness

weird bozo
Mar 2, 2026
52
Have A Nice Life - There Is No Food
It genuinely sounds like living on a moon-base, drowning in despair at realizing there truly is no food left, and feeling the desperation finally run out in totality of your grim fate. I'm currently obsessed with this track, but the entire Deathconsciousness album, plus most of Have A Nice Life's discography is just genuinely the untouched GOAT of soul-crushing music imo. I've been obsessed with them for a while now, and they've made me feel so heard at my lowest most isolated moments.

Duster - Travelogue
First heard it on the bus ride back home from University for the first time. Feels like the melancholy of leaving behind a grim memory, and still feeling profound pain like it was some part of you that you left behind. I also have a selection of premium Duster tracks, so you should check more of his work if ur into this.

Slowdive - Sleep
An unreleased masterpiece of shoegaze, the kind of bittersweet goodbye to the passion of your youth. I remember being 16 and being scared shitless and horrified of the prospect of becoming an adult lol. I have tons of other shoegaze recs if you like this one!

Latvian folk song - Pūt Vējiņi
I literally just sat and cried through this one again.
 
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left0vers

left0vers

Hope is delusion.
Feb 23, 2026
92
I miss the times when I was able to get emotional over music
 
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singingcrow

singingcrow

Student
Jul 7, 2024
169


drag path by twenty one pilots. one of my favourite songs they have ever made .
 
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Bowerbird

Bowerbird

Autistic Bird NEET
May 27, 2025
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SoLowHollow48

SoLowHollow48

Corporate Rat
Nov 24, 2025
160
So, these are probably not gut-wrenching at all but I got emotional over them:

Nicoletta - Il est mort le soleil
Hayley Henderickx - Show You A Body
Indigo de Souza - What Are We Gonna Do Now

Sir Chloe - Michelle
Mitski - Liquid Smooth
Mitski - Pearl Diver
Mitski - I Want You
Yana Perrault - Sick of Losing Soulmates (Dodie Cover)

The Moody Blues - Nights In White Satin

As you can see, my music taste is not peak so proceed with caution. I guess.

Another set of recs in my native tongue:

Sal Priadi - Kultusan
Sal Priadi - Nyala
Ada Band - Manusia Bodoh

Got an entire CTB playlist on YouTube Music I wanna share but then one of you fuckers will doxx me so this should be enough.
 
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BigTimeLoser

BigTimeLoser

Grew screwed, so I screw up everything
Mar 6, 2026
19
Thanks all, on the weekend I will listen to all of them. I appreciate everybody time to write your songs.
Take care all
 
emptymiku

emptymiku

bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
Mar 27, 2023
215
hated by life - yoisaki kanade cover
 
Riu

Riu

Clueless
Apr 5, 2023
139
What a gem thread

Not very unique, but some songs I like are

Freaks (late night drive home cover)
Creep - Radiohead
Let down - Radiohead
Imposter Syndrome - Sidney Gish
Bleed - Dead Calm
Harvey - Alex G
 
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flowerbomb

flowerbomb

Member
Nov 28, 2024
72
Evanescence - Tourniquet

Evanescence - Made of Stone

Evanescence - Lithium

(and a lot more of them...)
 
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