IHurtTheOneILove

IHurtTheOneILove

Experienced
Dec 16, 2023
206
Huuuuge news,

I'm FINALLY getting my gun tomorrow. Hopefully this is my last week here. Just want to preemptively thank you all for having a community where I feel understood (at least half the time).

I'll update with once I get it and an official goodbye thread but I'm finally gonna be outta here.
 
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Z-A

Z-A

Let me go
Mar 3, 2024
345
You're lucky. I wish you success ❤️
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,878
It must be such a relief to be able to access that method, I wish you the best of luck.
 
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theboy

theboy

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Jul 15, 2022
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Are you sure about this?
 
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ringo99

ringo99

Arcanist
Apr 18, 2023
424
I'm so jealous. I have a higher chance of getting selected for the next moon mission over getting a gun to ctb
 
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IHurtTheOneILove

IHurtTheOneILove

Experienced
Dec 16, 2023
206
Are you sure about this?
Ya, I've fulfilled my purpose in life I think. I made too many mistakes and I dont have the heart to continue. It's been 4 months and nothings gotten better. I'm ready to dip out☺️
 
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bloodybaron

bloodybaron

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Jun 22, 2022
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May I ask what kind of gun you are using? I'm planning on the same method but not sure how to go about it right
 
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henry22

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Mar 31, 2023
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May I ask what kind of gun you are using? I'm planning on the same method but not sure how to go about it right
curious as well and how do you plan to aim and where (home, outside, etc.)?
 
IHurtTheOneILove

IHurtTheOneILove

Experienced
Dec 16, 2023
206
curious as well and how do you plan to aim and where (home, outside, etc.)?
May I ask what kind of gun you are using? I'm planning on the same method but not sure how to go about it right
I'm using a .45 caliber pistol and I still cant decide whether to be inside or outside. I will be aiming at the brainstem though following the firearm megathread instructions.
 
MrOptions

MrOptions

Let it go. This to shall pass.
Jan 6, 2020
178
Best of luck to you in what ever you decide.
 
bloodybaron

bloodybaron

Member
Jun 22, 2022
13
I'm using a .45 caliber pistol and I still cant decide whether to be inside or outside. I will be aiming at the brainstem though following the firearm megathread instructions.
Are you aiming behind your ear or in your mouth? Do you have previous experience shooting guns?
 
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Guy Smiley

Guy Smiley

Just another lost soul
Jan 4, 2024
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I'm using a .45 caliber pistol and I still cant decide whether to be inside or outside. I will be aiming at the brainstem though following the firearm megathread instructions.

Do you have hollow point ammo?
 
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SolitudeMan

SolitudeMan

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Mar 1, 2024
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You're lucky to have access to a gun. I wish you good luck.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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If it were me, I'd go inside.
 
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IHurtTheOneILove

IHurtTheOneILove

Experienced
Dec 16, 2023
206
Are you aiming behind your ear or in your mouth? Do you have previous experience shooting guns?
In my mouth toward brain stem, I've also never shot a gun before but I heard dry firing is helpful
 
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Cakeisalie

Cakeisalie

"A man chooses, a slave obeys."
Sep 7, 2020
128
If I could find it to buy, my favorite would be the 500 S&W Magnum, hand cannon, unfortunately in Brazil it's not easily available, or better yet KSG Bullpup shotgun.
 
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iloverachel

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Mar 7, 2024
1,199
Best of luck my friend
If you truly wish to CTB, I hope it is painless, and that you are free from suffering and can be at peace. I hope you enjoy your final moments and you will be missed.

We will be with you until then
 

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