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OverIt1976

No joy, no peace. Apathy reigns supreme
Aug 8, 2024
26
Tonight is the night to CBT. I have finally received all of the components needed to construct the GULPS CO generator. You can find most of these in one place online. Here is what you will need:

  1. Sulfuric Acid
    1. Need at minimum 98% purity.
    2. I found a supplier that sold 950ml for approximately $35.
  2. Formic Acid
    1. Need at minimum 85% purity.
    2. I found a supplier that sold 950ml at 96% purity for about $35.
  3. Large Glass Jar
    1. The jar I found is 3.50 x 3.50 x 6.40 Inches (LWH)
    2. Found one for about $3.
  4. Small Glass Jar
    1. Finding one was a huge problem as some were too wide, too tall and too small.
    2. I did find one that fits perfectly... a normal shot glass.
    3. I had one already, but found you can get a set of 6 for about $7.
  5. Tubing
    1. At first I found a 6mm 16 foot tube. It was waaaay to flimsy and had too many kinks for it to work.
    2. I then found a sturdier plumbing tube. 6mm, 32 feet.
      1. It even came with a tube cutter and some fittings.
    3. I cut the tube and used about 24 inches.
  6. 5 liter container (washing chamber).
    1. I used a Zerowater filter container.
  7. Incidentals - what I used
    1. Duct tape
    2. Scissors
    3. Sharp knife
    4. Sharpie
    5. Cardboard
    6. Large carrying container to hold everything
    7. Water
    8. Screwdriver
    9. Hammer
    10. CPaP mask
    11. CPaP hose
My method of getting everything put together.

  1. Cut the tubing and use about 24 - 36 inches.
  2. I used a screwdriver and hammer to puncture a hole in the lid of the large glass jar.
    1. I Used the screwdriver to widen the hole for the fitting and tube.
    2. I used the small fitting to secure the tube
    3. I then used duct tape to secure the tube and fitting to the lid.
      1. You don't need to do anything special with the small glass jar.
  3. Thoroughly clean the Washing Chamber.
  4. Grab some cardboard, and traced the lid with the Sharpie.
    1. Used the shard knife to puncture where the holes are going to be.
    2. Used scissors to cut the hole for the outgoing hose (CPaP hose).
    3. Made a notch in the cardboard for the small incoming hose (see pics)
    4. I taped the incoming tube to the inner part of the chamber, and then taped the end of the tube so it sits in the middle of the bottom ensuring the gas will have space to get to the water.
    5. Use the duct tape to secure the outgoing hose (CPaP hose) to seal any gaps.
    6. Use the duct tape to secure the lid to the container.
    7. Leave about 1/5 un-taped to add the water later.
  5. Attach the CPaP hose to the CPaP mask.
  6. What you should have by now
    1. Small glass jar inserted into the large glass jar
    2. Tubing attached to the lid.
      1. Do not have the tube inserted all the way. Just enough to capture the gas.
        1. You don't want the acid to dissolve the tube
    3. Cardboard lid cut and tubing attached and secured.
    4. Lid mostly secured with duct tape.
  7. Now when you're ready to CBT this is what you do
    1. Fill the washing chamber half full of water. I used purified water
    2. Secure the rest of the cardboard lid
    3. Put the washing chamber into the carrying container
    4. Take the small jar out of the large jar
  8. USE CAUTION HERE.Yes, we are CBT'ing, but still be careful. These are very caustic chemicals.
    1. Carefully add 250ml sulfuric acid to the large glass jar
      1. Set aside and make sure it's not going to spill
    2. Carefully add 50ml formic acid to the small glass jar
    3. CAREFULLY place the small glass jar inside the large glass jar
      1. DO NOT SPLASH or mix the chemicals.
    4. Secure the lid to the large jar.
    5. When you are ready to CBT then tip the large jar and ensure the two acids mix
      1. This is what's going to produce the CO
    6. When you start seeing bubbles in the washing chamber you can put the mask on.
    7. CBT in about 2 minutes, if you did everything correctly.

1. Large/small jar with outgoing tube
Gulps c

2. Washing chamber with incoming tube
GULPS a

3. Cardboard lid with incoming/outgoing hose attached
Gulps d

4. Set up resting in carrying container
Gulps g
 
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imo you might need more of the acids and larger jars to be sure. to me it seems 50 ml is too little.

it's your decision if you want to do it tonight or whenever . but if you want to discuss it tomorow. i'm too tired right now to even type anymore.

plus i would further put a bag over the head or small pop up tent in addition to the cpap mask ( but that popup tent works with massive amounts of the acids better


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OverIt1976

No joy, no peace. Apathy reigns supreme
Aug 8, 2024
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imo you might need more of the acids and larger jars to be sure. to me it seems 50 ml is too little.

it's your decision if you want to do it tonight or whenever . but if you want to discuss it tomorow. i'm too tired right now to even type anymore.

plus i would further put a bag over the head or small pop up tent in addition to the cpap mask ( but that popup tent works with massive amounts of the acids better


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I'm going to be in my car at a secluded campsite. The Peaceful Pill Handbook states 50ml formic. I'm going to add a little more. If all else fails then I will just reopen the large jar and pout in more of each.
 
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I'm going to be in my car at a secluded campsite. The Peaceful Pill Handbook states 50ml formic. I'm going to add a little more. If all else fails then I will just reopen the large jar and pout in more of each.
i think 50 ml is much too little . imo one has to test with small amounts and a meter to see how much co really producing . and then i think at least a liter of each acid for the method when actually doing it . I'm planning a Gulps like method but i'm going to use massive amounts many liters and i will test before with a meter small amounts. why not make the jars plastic and much much larger. there are all sizes many liters even ? i can't explain too well right now . i didn't get much sleep and i need to go to sleep soon . i used drills and vynil tubing. i can explain later. but it's up to you. it's very easy to dril holes in plastic containers with a good drill.

 
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Themogger

Nah, I'd die
Jul 23, 2024
201
Let's gooo, I used to be obsessed with this method. Happy to see it getting some light
 
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I greatly appreciate the time that you Spent putting together this post. However I think it should be said that when you are truly in a suicidal state of mind critical thinking for even basic tasks is extremely difficult. You almost have to prepare all this before you ever enter a suicidal state And have it ready and waiting for you. Anyone who follows up with this method needs to be extremely careful and not underestimate how complicated something like this is to do when you're mentally distressed.

I failed two separate attempts trying to Suffocate myself with a neutral gas. It's quite pathetic of me I know Struggling to follow basic do-it-yourself craft instructions But when your brain starts shutting off your higher critical thinking functions then all you can truly see is suicide and you just want out, It's so difficult to pull off stuff like this.


With that said I wish you nothing but the best. Thank you for You for the time you spent living as a human and I'm sure we'll never know the lives that you've Inadvertently touched by existing.
 
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OverIt1976

No joy, no peace. Apathy reigns supreme
Aug 8, 2024
26
I greatly appreciate the time that you Spent putting together this post. However I think it should be said that when you are truly in a suicidal state of mind critical thinking for even basic tasks is extremely difficult. You almost have to prepare all this before you ever enter a suicidal state And have it ready and waiting for you. Anyone who follows up with this method needs to be extremely careful and not underestimate how complicated something like this is to do when you're mentally distressed.

I failed two separate attempts trying to Suffocate myself with a neutral gas. It's quite pathetic of me I know Struggling to follow basic do-it-yourself craft instructions But when your brain starts shutting off your higher critical thinking functions then all you can truly see is suicide and you just want out, It's so difficult to pull off stuff like this.


With that said I wish you nothing but the best. Thank you for You for the time you spent living as a human and I'm sure we'll never know the lives that you've Inadvertently touched by existing.

Please don't put me in a box. I know what suicidal thoughts feel like, ive been dealing with this for decades. It is possible to do normal everyday things while having these thoughts. You have no idea what I'm dealing with and what demons are screaming in my head. And quite frankly, I think your reply is a little offensive.

I'm sorry that your mental state and thought processes differ greatly from mine. I did extensive reserlach on several methods. I researched the acids i ourchased. Now, had i the money to biy a CO tester, i would. But ive spent everything i had on this. I did have my mentally distressed period. I'm confident in my choice for suicide.

I put this post together because I can't find anything that comes close to more specifics. I got the measurements from the 2022 PPH. I do plan on adding more acid to the mix, but I'm keeping this post as is, because some of it does mirror the PPH.

And should this fail, there is a large dam near me that I can jump from. Don't tell me that I'm not in the frame of mind to do what needs to be done.

I'm sure you didn't mean to come across offensive, but that's how I took it.
 
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Jun 14, 2024
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Never heard of this method before. Hope everything works out.

Also- not really relevant but I have those exact flip flops lol
 
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Oct 15, 2023
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Please don't put me in a box. I know what suicidal thoughts feel like, ive been dealing with this for decades. It is possible to do normal everyday things while having these thoughts. You have no idea what I'm dealing with and what demons are screaming in my head. And quite frankly, I think your reply is a little offensive.

I'm sorry that your mental state and thought processes differ greatly from mine. I did extensive reserlach on several methods. I researched the acids i ourchased. Now, had i the money to biy a CO tester, i would. But ive spent everything i had on this. I did have my mentally distressed period. I'm confident in my choice for suicide.

I put this post together because I can't find anything that comes close to more specifics. I got the measurements from the 2022 PPH. I do plan on adding more acid to the mix, but I'm keeping this post as is, because some of it does mirror the PPH.

And should this fail, there is a large dam near me that I can jump from. Don't tell me that I'm not in the frame of mind to do what needs to be done.

I'm sure you didn't mean to come across offensive, but that's how I took it.

I didn't accuse you personally of not possessing the frame of mind necessary to put things together why would I you already put pictures of what you've assembled? I was warning others that this is a complicated method of suicide And attention to detail is extremely important. You don't agree? You yourself said you're dealing with extremely dangerous chemicals?

Ending up with serious bodily injury or damage is a Possible outcome if you Overlook even the smallest thing. I've seen a fair share number of serious injuries from failed suicides working in the medical field And the chances that you fail and get injured go up the more Sophisticated any specific method is. You're talking about dealing with sulfuric acid Serious warnings need to be attached to this for anyone looking to follow in your footsteps.

My post literally uses language thanking you for putting this post together and then it goes on to Thank you for what you've done in life and We'll never know the lives that you've touched in life. If this post is offensive to you then I don't know what to tell you. I have no desire to get into ego battles With someone who's about to pass away I hope you're able to find peace.

I read over my post several times trying to find this offensive part that you claim exists but I just don't see it. Doesn't claim anything regarding Putting you into a box and knowing what sort of demons you're dealing with. The criticism in my post is stating anyone who follows up with this method Needs to be very calm collected and calculated with every action. Yes the majority of people that are suicidal struggle to put together sophisticated methods Desperation sets in and they simply just want out.

Your method cannot afford for someone to fail And they need to focus on every detail to get it right. You take this statement as some sort of jab against your competence and ego But it's not directed at you it's for other people on the site to take this method very seriously. I doubt even you want people to end up injured if they fail an attempt using sulfuric acid by overlooking some mundane detail.
 

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